Reasons To Love Him

Morning After

Waking up the next morning was a much different experience. Because when I rolled over Damien wasn't laying with me. I was growing upset that this little shithead has his way with me and doesn't even bother to at least wait until I wake to scurry off like a scared little bitch. If he didn't won't to sleep with me he shouldn't have. I could have kept my virginity until I found someone else. Besides I don't know what came over me last night. Maybe deep down I have always felt something for him because now when I sit and think about him. He never actually laid a hand on me in an aggressive way.

I was torn out of my thoughts by the door opening and Damien walking through carrying a tray with food on top of it. I smiled to myself, I thought he abandoned me and really he was bringing me up breakfast. How sweet is that?

"I didn't know what you preferred so I brought you French toast, fresh mixed fruit, and orange juice." he looked so adorable walking towards me with a hopeful look on his face.

"That's fine I am really hungry strangely." I was hungrier then usual and I didn't know what suddenly brought on such an appetite this morning. Then it clicked, I didn't really eat anything yesterday because me and Damien was in the room literally all day. I blushed at the thought when I looked up to see him smirking.

"You should be really hungry since neither of us ate anything yesterday." I watched as he wiggled his eyebrows and that only made me blush all the more. I knew what he was implying and my sore lady parts was the proof of him deflowering me last night. Over and over and over again.

I watched him walk into the connecting bathroom and decided to eat the food he provided.

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The day had certainly went by very slowly for me. We really just lounged around and watched a little T.V. At one point I had went and got into the pool because I onestly had nothing else to do. I never expected Damien to be a cuddle me and kiss me type of guy but damn I would have liked some sort of affection. He went cute and sweet to this nonchalant like me giving him my virginity wasnt a big deal. I know I'm probably being dramatic but geez can I get some love. I'm just going to let this go and go my own way.

I knew he wouldn't willingly let me leave is I needed a plan.