Why Can't I Just Get A Boyfriend???

my life sucks.

Let's face it, my life sucks ass. I'm 15. A blonde, but my friend would argue its dirty blonde. I'm tall, not too tall but I'm still growing. My self esteem is about as low as Death Valley.

I'm Olivia . Just your average bisexual freshman who happens to be single. Hmm... I wonder why.

I have a type. Hot. Well, it is true that similar people bond together. Plus, who wouldn't want to be with me? Oh wait. Literally everyone ever. Except Tad. My 8th grade boyfriend. Also, my biggest regret. I try to avoid that subject. It was fine at the time but looking back on it is a whole different story. Although, he hasn't done better than me. I mean I have an arm up on the girl. Literally.

Anyway, that's beside the point. I'm hot and single and that doesn't make sense to me. I get that I'm a freshman, but other freshman don't like me.

So far this year I have had a crush on Stewart and older Stewart. One was a freshman the other a senior. Way out of my league. Both of them. Until he dyed his hair and a got a lot weird. The other is still debatably gay. Actually thinking about it now... Both of them could go either way.

But there's this other guy. He has always been of limits. He's been in a relationship for more than a year. They are so cute together but uhhhhhhhh!!! But things just took a turn for the better.