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Chapter 3 : Devastated

Devastated was the one word could describe me back then.

Hindi ko matanggap sa sarili ko.

I did everything to win him back but nothing happen. He really did not love me after all.

'How selfish could he be? I gave him everything. I did everything for him yet he hurt me?'

'Ei ano ba kasi sinasabe ko sayo from the start huh pero hindi ka naman nakikinig? Puso mo lagi hinagamit mo why not use your brain at the same time? Maybe hindi to nangyare sayo.' sabe ni AJ sa akin.

'Oo nga Althea, you need to move on. Kalimutan mo na yang Daniel na yan. Hindi siya yung guy na para sayo. He's an asshole for doing this to you. You don't deserve a guy like him.'

sabi ni Elaine.

'But.... But....But I love him. I love him so much. He's the one for me.'

'ALTHEA! sigaw ni AJ.

'Guys, you don't understand me. I.... I..

Niyakap ako ni Elaine at sinabe, 'Hey, we do understand what you feel right now but you got to move one. He hurt you. He didn't love you.'

'Tama si Elaine. Kelangan mo na kalimutan yang walang hiyang Daniel Mendoza na yan. Kelangan mo na putulin lahat ng communication mo sa kanya. Delete mo number niya. Delete mo siya sa Facebook at kung saan pa kayo may communication. It's about time to move on and face the reality that he's not coming back. Pero once na balikan ka niya. Pucha! Isip isip din pag may time. Wag mo na siya balikan. Subra na ginawa niya sayo. Hindi na pwede na magkaroon pa ng second chance.' sabi ni AJ.

'Thanks guys for always being there for me. I really appreciate it but its not that easy to let go of someone who you completely love. It will take time but for sure ill be fine. I just want to ask you guys a favor.

'Yes, what is it?' tanong ni Elaine.

'I need your patience guys. Matatagalan pero mawawala rin to. Kakayanin ko pero kelangan niyo ako tulungan huh.'

'Sus, OO naman. Ikaw pa!' sabi ni Elaine sabay hug and kiss.

'Hindi mo na kelangan sabihin yan. Hindi mo pa inaask ei tagalang magiging patient kame sayo. Ei may pagkabaliw ka ata ei. Haha mahal na mahal ka naman at ayaw namin makita kang malungkot at nasasaktan.' Basta promise me wala ng Daniel - Daniel huh. I-bury na natin yang lalaki yan.' sabi ni AJ.

'Thanks guys. Thank you talaga.. I'll be smarter now. Thanks for the concern and love guys...Kakayanin ko to'. I'll do this not for myself but also to you guys.'

'Yan. Ganan dapat.... So ano WELCOME TO SINGLE LIFE?!!!!!! Hahahahhahahahaa (Utas tawa ni AJ)

'Argg!!!! Ikaw talaga. Yeah welcome to single life! :))))