Chapter 5

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Silver

I can't believe that I snapped at Justin and the guys like that. Well I guess that they did deserve it. They never leave me alone. I wonder what happened to David. Well I'm not going to ask Justin because I guess it's not really any of my business.

Well I guess that he did try to rape me so it is kinda my business. But since I just snapped at them I don't really think that they are going you tell me what happened to him. Justin just pisses me off so bad sometimes.

"DON'T FUCKING YELL AT US LIKE THAT! WE AREN'T FUCKING IDIOTS! MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE LEFT YOU AT THAT FUCKING SCHOOL TO GET SHOT JUST LIKE YOUR BEST FRIEND!!" Was all that I heard out of Justin's mouth.

I just stood here in shock. Did he really just say that? Is that what he thinks he should have done? Does he believe that he made a mistake in saving me? I can't believe that he brought up the fact that he should have left me to get shot with my best friend.

Without saying anything I ran up to the bathroom and locked myself in there. Once I set foot in that bathroom all the memories came flooding back.

This was the place that I tried to commit suicide. Before I knew what was happening tears were rolling down my face. I think that I am just going to stay in here all night. I don't want I have to see Justin or any of the guys tonight.

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Later that night

"Silver open the door. I don't mean what I said downstairs." Was all that I heard from the other side of the door.

"Justin I fucking hate you. I will NEVER forgive you for what you said, but you're right you should have left me in that school to get shot with my best friend. At least I would be happy to know that I am with my best friend when I died. My mother would know that I am safe in heaven. I fucking hate you and I will never love you. I mean why would I you kidnapped me." I spat while sitting in the bathroom floor.

"Listen, I know what I said was wrong and I said that I am sorry and I don't know what else you want from me. I saved your life. If I would have left you at that school you would have been shot and killed. I couldn't let that happen to you. I am sorry about your best friend, but I didn't have time to save her. It was you or her and I made the choice to save you. I understand that your mother is probably crying and sad and everything. She will get over it in time trust me my mother did." Just said from the other side of the door.

"What do you mean "like your mother did." ?" I asked. "You see when I was about 15 I kinda got in with the wrong crowd. I started doing drugs and drinking and partying and stuff like that. Well one night we were driving to a different town so that we cold rob a gas station and things went wrong. The police came and the started opening fire and they shot my brother and killed him. The shot me in the stomach. They thought that they killed me but some of the guys helped me get to the hospital in a few towns over. When my parents were notified that my brother was killed it broke their hearts. They were also notified that I was missing. It has been about 2 years since I have been missing. Every now and then I would follow my mom around and see how she is doing and she has a new family. She has a beautiful daughter and a son. She forgot about me. She forgot about my brother. She forgot us." He said I knew that he was trying to fight back tears.

I opened the door and gave him a big hug. "Justin I am so sorry I didn't know. I was being a bitch. If I could take back everything that I said I would." I said while crying.

"Hey hey hey don't cry it's not your fault how were you supposed to know. And you had the right to be a bitch I mean I did kidnap you and almost made you die." He said while rubbing my back.

"Justin? You know how I said that I will never love you? Well.."

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