Dont Tell (On long term hold)

Losing Control

"God, Luka! What is your problem?" I hissed slapping his chest. I had him backed up against my closet door in my bedroom. The sun was long gone a full moon hanging beautifully in the dark sky. Luka had been a total asshole towards my brother all night and I couldn't take it anymore.
"I don't have a problem." He raised a brow in confusion. His stupidity begged my hand to slap him.
"Danny? Why are you acting like that towards him?" I demanded poking him in the chest as hard as I could. The confusion disappeared replaced with a guarded wall, he obviously didn't want he to know how he felt. I'd never seen him like this which made me curious to what he was hiding.
"I don't know what your talking about." He denied. Did he think I was blind?
"Luka!" I raise my voice in anger. I was going to find out what he was hiding no matter what I had to do.
"Celia." He spoke hesitantly. Giving him an intense glare I grabbed the collar of his shirt pulling his face close.
"Tell. Me. Now!" I growled in his face. Something flashed in his eyes, an emotion I wasn't sure of. Taking a deep breath he closed his eyes.
"I-" his eyebrow twitched uncomfortably. "I-I'm jealous." He nearly whispered.
"Of what?" All the anger that had been vibrating furiously within me suddenly evaporated. Letting go of his collar I watched him stand up straight opening his eyes looking at me nervously.
"Of how close you are to him." His eyebrow twitched again as he spoke. "Of how he got to spend every day with you when I couldn't even talk to you during all those years. I wanted so much to get to speak to you, to have you acknowledge my existence. I wanted to be in his place. I wanted to be the one to take care of you, to push you on the tire swing in the back yard, to be the one who tucks you in at night and makes you breakfast in the morning. All those things I couldn't do. I don't hate Danny. I envy him. He got to have you while I only got to watch."
His eyes held such pain. I had no idea how he had felt. "I watched and watched, waiting for the day we could finally meet. Years and years passed and I remained in the shadows watching you grow up."
Anyone else would think that was extremely creepy but to me it didn't in the least. I found it romantic and beautiful like something you would find in a book.
"And it finally happened." A gorgeous smile spread across his lips, a smile of disbelief as if he thought it would have never happen. "You saw me. You saved me, Celia. You can't even begin to comprehend how happy I am."
My heart roared in my ears, my breath caught in my chest. I was paralyzed by his words.
"I'm sorry for the way I've been acting towards Danny. It's just that I want you all to myself, I know that's extremely selfish and immature of me but that's truly how I feel. I just got you in my arms and for the time being I'm not ready to let go. Please don't be mad at me Celia." He pleaded falling to his knees before me. Pain filled eyes peered up at me. I was utterly speechless.
"Luka-" I didn't know what to say. Dropping to his eye level I cupped his face with my hands his eyes closing at my touch. Electric waves shocked my palms. The pain drawn on his face was quickly erased.
"I love you, Luka." I breathed out, a lump caught in my throat. I don't know how my feeling towards him could be so strong after so little time we've spent together. He'd known me for so long yet I'm just now meeting him. My chest hurt at the thought of how long he'd been suffering. I truly love this man before and never want to see him in pain.
His eyes shot open, shock painted his face. After letting what I'd said sink in a mesmerizing smile appeared on his lips.
"God, I love you! Celia!" His arms wrapped around me pulling me to him, his lips meeting mine instantly. I felt his heart beat race against my chest. I couldn't help the moan that crept out of me unexpectedly as his tongue begged for entrance to my mouth playfully licking my bottom lip. I immediately allowed him in welcoming his hypnotizing flavor as he explored my mouth.
A fire blazed behind my ribs as his touch rose goosebumps all over me. I wanted to be closer to him, if it were even possible. His hand slid underneath my shirt feeling up my sides until he cupped my breasts. I moaned as he slipped under my lacy bra and gave my breast a tiny squeeze. I couldn't get enough of his touch, I craved more.
Wrapping my legs around his waist I felt his erection press into my inner thigh. God damn!
My thoughts were all jumbled up and I felt like I was on some high. He moaned as his lips trailed down to my neck. My breathing was out of control and my heart felt like it was going to pop out of my chest.
I felt his teeth nip at my neck playfully before he did something that shocked me. He dug his teeth into my neck biting me hard making me yelp out. What shocked me the most was that I didn't hurt. At first it felt just uncomfortable not painful but then it changed to pure pleasure. It burst throughout my body deep to the bone. I had to cover my mouth with my hand to stop myself from screaming out. It was almost to much for my body to handle.
I whimpered when he pulled back putting a little space between us. "No." My lip quivered, looking up at his lust filled gaze.
"Baby, if we continue I won't be able to control myself. I don't want to rush things." His brilliant blue eyes were spotted yellow, the eyes of his wolf. He really was losing control of himself.