Silence

Chapter 1

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It's been one month since I've stopped talking. One month of nothing said not even a cough. I think it's starting to worry my parents. But who knows will all the fighting they do, maybe they haven't even noticed? My friends have, they've stopped speaking to me, they say it's hurts them to see me like this, But that's ok I guess, I never really had friend's anyway. I mean I love them and I wish they could just understand. They just don't get it. Nobody gets it, no one understands, will I ever be able to gain enough courage to say something, or will I fail to do so like all the other times... I know I will fail...... I always do.

I walk down the hall of my school on my way to my next class. The hallway is crowded with kids talking, walking and having heavy make out sessions. The teachers watch and stare waiting to catch any sign of what they like to call "bullcrap". I continue to walk when my best friend comes running up too me almost knocking me over.

"Omg have you seen the new Joe Santagoto video?" She practically squealed in my ear.

I nod still walking.

"Come on!" She pouts "It's been like a month when are you going to finally speak?" She stops me in my tracks. I try to keep going but she just blocks me. "Amy please! Speak to me, tell me what's wrong!" she pleads putting her hands on my shoulders.

I look at her like she just slapped me in the face. She let's go of the grip she has on me her hands fall to her side. She just stares at me waiting for me to answer.

Lisa is my best friends name, she is one month younger than me were both 15. Her height is 5"3", long layered black hair that frames her face when she has her hair down. There is a little section in the back that is dyed a kind of red color. Her eyes a dark brown, that fit her skin tone and her light pale skin. Her faces glows and lights up when she smiles. She is skinny like size 7 skinny. Her sense of style is amazing she wears clothes I could only dream of. Her curvy body and great legs along with her personality are what really make her stand out.

One thing I really don't like, is when she says things like how she is not beautiful, and no one would ever be with her because she's weird and fat. It really, well sometimes pisses me off to the point where I say something. Lisa has no idea how beautiful she truly is inside and out weirdness and everything. What she looks like is what I have always wanted to look like. She doesn't get that she is a catch and who ever doesn't want to real her in is a huge doucebag, and doesn't deserve her.

I love all my friends and if anything were to happen to them I honestly couldn't even bare the thought. There too important to me to just throw away. They are my only friends who truly understand who I am, well sometimes.

When she her hands go down I take my opportunity and fly out of there like the flash, fast pacing to my next class.

"Fine!" "I have to go to class anyways!" Looking back at her she turns around on her heels and trys to walk her way through the crowd of kids.

I sigh, taking in a big breath. I freeze in my tracks and a smell drifts into the air. It engulfs me in a cocoon of fragrance. Tears spring to my eyes. It's an all to fimalar smell one, one I never thought was possible to smell again Considering what happened. I stay this way frozen in fear. I somehow find the strength in my legs and take off like the wind, shoving kids out the way. This earns me dirty looks and rude comments. But I don't care if run as fast as my legs can carry me.

All I can see is him and his face everything, every memorie passes through my mind like a flash of lighting. I can't seem to control what I see. I round the corner up the stairs to the 3rd floor Of the school. No one ever comes up here not since the small fire from last semester. I finally reach the top floor. I run into the girls bathroom, locking the door behind me. I breath heavily and tears come streaming down my face. I start to hyperventilate, I try to calm my breathing, but it only makes it worse. I stare straight ahead not blinking just seeing.