Chapter 18: Am I A Bad Person

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Mandy Pov


I laid in bed thinking of Justin, which I shouldn't cause I have a boyfriend named Maxx and I just can't leave him like that, but then I loved justin, he always tried to fix me and made me feel loved when my parents weren't there for me.

Justin: Miss you, can I see you tomorrow?

He texted me, was it cheating that I was doing this? God I'm a horrible person

Me: Miss you too, sure what time?

I texted back, Yep I'm a bad person.

Justin: 12:00 in the afternoon?

He asked if the time was alright

Me: Yeah I'll be in my apartment.

I said and sending him my address.

I looked at the clock 11:00pm, almost midnight and I couldn't fall asleep

Maxx: How was the concert babe?

Well now I feel horrible his fucking texting me at midnight just to see how the concert was.

Me: It was really awesome, got to meet him

Maxx: Hope you don't love him more than you love me lol

He said, and the truth I do love him more than you Maxx, I felt so bad.

Me: hahaha

I said awkwardly

Maxx: okay talk to you tomorrow at 12:00 right?

He asked, shit I forgot we had lunch tomorrow.

Me: sorry can't Maxx, I have this important meeting with seventeen magazine, they wanna hire me so yeah sorry :(

I said making up a lie, an it was true,well kind off expect for the date, seventeen magazine already gave me the job I just haven't told anyone.

Maxx: it's okay babe, and I hope you get the job <3

Me: thanks :D


What the fuck am I doing?








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The next morning I clean up the whole condo, Laura was out with Kai so I had the whole thing to myself. I checked my outfit one last time to make sure I looked presentable. I hear the door bell ring. I quickly run to the door checking the peephole and seeing it was justin standing there. I quickly fixed my hair and opened the door "Hi" I said looking at his breath taking smile "Hi" he said embracing me in a hug, god I missed his scent "Come in" I said while closing the door behind me. I see him wearing his normal clothes like actually normal, not like the way he used to dress when he first moved in with me. "you want anything to drink?" I asked him feeling more nervous than before okay just Mads you can you can do this, "Mandy..." He started to say "Mads please" I said Interrupting him "Why?" He asked "I made a change" I simply said he didn't ask any questions about my name "So how have you been?" He asked "Uhm, good, trying to get good grades on the university" I said calmly when on the inside I was freaking out. "How are you an Selena going?" I asked him, "Uhm we broke up a long time ago" he said I didn't know that "Sorry" I said quietly "It's okay it didn't work out anyways" he said looking fine about it. "wanna have lunch?, I'm starving" I said trying to make an excuse to move from this awkward situation "yeah sure, what do you have?" He asked "Uhm I made some burgers and fries..." "Basically heaven" he said getting up I couldn't help but smile "come on" he said grabbing my hand the sparks run through my whole arm "Wanna put on some music" I said while going into the kitchen "Sure, where is it?" He said looking around "Uhm the connection is in the little cabinet over there, it's a whole house system and the iPod is in there too" I said while putting the patties on the buns and the rest of the Ingredients I hear justin gasp "what happened?" I asked him a little worried "Nothing, you have the whole Michael Jackson playlist" he said happy "Yeah I bought them all 7 years ago" I said I hear the first song human nature start to play I guess it was the essentials playlist. "so you like Michael" he said coming to my side and taking me by my waist I could feel his breath on my neck, I feel like my knees where slowly turning into sponge "I am a big fan of Michael, ever since I was a little girl" I said confident he pressed his lips next to my ear "do you know how much more I love you right now" he confessed I turned to him and weakly smile "Foods ready" I said taking both plates with everything to the dinning table. I couldn't help but feel weak by his words again. BREEEEAAARRTTTHHH MADS BREAATTHHH

The song witch into I just can't stop loving, oh Michael really?? Now "Oh this is my favorite song" I said blurred out ugh shoot!!!! Justin who was not sitting on the other side of me smile and got up from his seat, he went to my side and held out his hand, no one has ever asked me to dance with them so politely I grabbed his hand and he pulled me toward him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapping my arms around his neck, we both start dancing to the song slowly but steady. "I love you" I blurred out to Justin. "I love you too" he said picking up my face, so now we were facing each other he starts to lean in and I couldn't help but close my eyes to enjoy this moment ever since I meet him. I feel his soft warm lips in mine making my heart flutter to an extreme that I have never felt before. Slowly the kiss turned more passionate more sincere. I couldn't help but the pass go and just go with the flow right now. All I can focus is how close justin is too me and where we were heading now, which was my bedroom.










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Hello lovelies sorry took so long but I got writers block lol so here is was chapter 18 tell me what you think?? Vote please please please and I love you guys. I saw people comment to keep going and I am and that was just sweet thank you all. And yeah I am like having a Michael marathon on my room.


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