Diary Of A Twisted Mind

October 7, 2012

I remember when I first met you outside my computer screen. I had just come out of the train to see you standing there and I was so happy to see you. I immediately fell for you. The way your blue eyes glinted in the slightly overcast weather, and the way your black hair fell in front of your face whenever you looked down at your shoes, and the way your tongue slightly poked out whenever you laughed at your own jokes. I still think of those times even now. I feel myself slipping away. Soon there will be nothing left. They let you visit today, I was so happy to see you. Something was different this time though. Your eyes didn't have the same glint, like you didn't care if you saw me or not. Have you moved on already? It will be our anniversary soon. I hope you will remember. Will you come back to me if I get out of this prison cell? I don't think you would. You aren't the same anymore. I found out you have another boyfriend. I hope he treats you better than I ever did.