Undefined Love; Luhan

D.

{desperate & despair}
Playlist:
There must be by Joo Hyo

She kept looking at the handles weather she will open the doors 
she hesitated to open them
At that moment she dropped her hands
From the handles
Right at the moment she wanted to
Scream and cry and let it all out
But all she did was drop herself to her
Knees in the ground and murmur softly
"I can't do this..."
"I WONT DO THIS."
As they heard her scream the servants came in and picked her up
One of them looked at her furiously
As the other just gave her a soft look
The younger servant asked if she can
Have a word with the princess the older servant was about to oppose but when the younger servant looked at her seriously and said "please." As the older servant only let out a sigh and noded her head and stepped out "princess Meili hear me out please" Meili only gripped tightly on her dress bitting her lip trying to hold back her tears. The servant noticed and grabbed her hand and Meili's eyes widen and looked at her in shock because no one ever had the nerve to touch her but she did and the only thing she got from her was a warm feeling and a soft gaze. "Loosen your grip on your dress you don't want to mess it up either."  She chuckled. The only words the princess can utter were "Ting Ting I c-can't do th-this." She stuttered. Ting Ting gave her a soft smile "Meili I know you can, I might not now you but what I have heard from you is that you are extraordinary with looks to intelligence, and yes marrying a man you don't know is hard but do it for yourself too because I assure you that you will never find a man like this he's such a nice boy." Meili kept Looking at Ting Ting "how would you ever know that Ting Ting." A tear roll down her milky skin but still smiled "because I once had strong feelings for him, but he loved someone else and I knew I couldn't replace that spot." Meili was in shock and then anger ranged I her "and what if I can't replace her place, I don't even want to be a replacement." Ting Ting only smiled "oh but your not the replacement, your the one Meili." Meili was immobilized she couldn't even utter a word "I-I'm not going to be a replacement" Ting Ting only shook her and then looked at her with a warm gaze "your not Meili so can you please make him happy because I could never and as the time passes you will fall for him I assure you that because I never wanted to fall in love and specially not with him because it prohibited for servants to be with a royal even if I could I wasn't meant for him but you were and everything happens for a reason and it has a purpose  so please Meili, walk out those doors and walk elegantly and show your beauty to them and make him happy please?" Meili was taken back with her story she was hurt and she felt bad because the sweet girl in front of her is In love with her soon to be husband Meili kept looking at the floor she then felt a hand on top of hers and stared at her with a pleading eyes Meili got up from her spot and only closed her eyes and let out a small sigh she then spoke up "I'm ready, I will now marry the prince of Beijing." She did it for Ting Ting she did it because she believed in her words. She walked towards the doors and looked at Ting Ting who was still in the floor siting smiling like nothing was wrong when Meili knew so much was wrong but if this is what she wished and she wants it to happen she will gracefully will grant her wish and make it happen before Meili left she bowed to her and gave her a soft smile and muttered "thank you so much Ting Ting I will grant this wish of yours." Ting Ting only smiled and nodded to her as she walked out the doors she heard a small faint sob and a whisper "you were always the one, your were so dearly to him." Meili felt hurt that she couldn't do anything about it but she had to keep going she then brought her attention in front of her and she saw the whole kingdom they were cheering for her the young and the old as the doors closed behind her she knew she could never turn back ever and fix this. as she walked down elegantly she saw a tall guy and stops for while but then kept walking until she was right in front him she she met his soft gaze and saw him smiling like an idiot like this is the best day of his life Meili could only let out a small smile because of the way he was,she then thought then maybe what they had told her was the truth. she then realized what she has done and cursed under her breath and muttered the words "this isn't right why am I ok shouldt I be dying." She looked at him and the only thing she got from him was his innocent look with his brown deer like eyes and she flushed red and let out a "tsk" she couldn't stop thinking how he has such a great affect on her the only thing that went through her mid was "why do I feel like I've know him for years when this is are first encounter" she furrowed her eyebrows as she was in deep thought he then decided to break it by telling "well princess Meili looks like your gonna be one cold hearted princess but don't worry I'll melt your heart in no time" he said softly but only audible for both of them to hear she only furrowed her eyebrows and glared at him but he only kept smiling like an idiot he knew how to get her mad and he loved it because that was the only way to get her attention and he thought it was utterly adorable and he then softly whispered to her "please smile Meilin the ceremony is about to start" as the preacher spoke Meili kept looking at Luhan and as he only returned her with utterly sweet smiles that any girl would fall for which only made Meili's heart melt and her gaze soften. And she thought "why is he like this to me does he not know what he truly is doing to me maybe his just to Oblivious." She plastered her face with a sweet genuine smile as she heard the ceremony go on until she heard...

"Xi Lu Han do you take Zhang Meili princess of Yangzhou to be your lawfully wedded wife?"

"I Do"

"Do you Zhang Meili take Xi Lu Han prince of Beijing to be your lawfully wedded husband?"

"I..."

To be continued...

Note: yet AGIAN I leave it at a cliff hanger of well I will update as soon as possible but anyways thank you for all of y'alls love and support please keep supporting this thank you.
-Nini a.k.a (luhans_princess)