Undefined Love; Luhan

F.

{fragile}
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You are my everything by Gummy

"Please help me remember who I truly was and what you were to me I beg of you."
I saw him in shock he couldn't even utter a word
I looked at him with a hurt expression
He looked at me with with worried face
And bit his lip
He had tears formed in the corner of his eyes
I ask myself "was it that bad he can't bring himself to tell me."
As tears dropped from his face
I couldn't resist but I went to him and embraced him in my arms and I rubbed his back trying to calm him down
"It's ok, even if i get hurt I promise you I won't let you go."
He hugged me tightly and sobbed in my shoulder and I could here his muffled words
"B-but I'll H-H-hurt you that y-you will H-H-hate me."
My heart ached because he was scared and crying he cares for me so much I that moment I felt loved but I was hurt because of the state he was.
I broke the hug and I looked at him with his red puffy eyes and tears still streaming down his eyes
My heart ached so much I felt tears leave my eyes and I let out a small smile and cup his face and looked at his eyes
"Han please don't cry, it's ok to tell me because I'll never let you go not because of this marriage but because my heart tells me I could never let you especially someone as precious as you."
He looked at me and I could see him he was clam and at ease
He grabbed my hands and he took a hold of them and said

"I love you."

He looked at me and all I can do is smile and I looked at him for a second

"I love you too han."

He then cupped my face and brought  are faces together and kissed me I kissed him back as are lips move in sync he then stops and looks at me and let's out a smile

"I promise you I won't let you fall down and break and I will be their to catch before you fall and break."

I smile at him and I hold his hand he the grabs my face and kisses my forehead "let's sleep for today and I'll tell you tomorrow." I nodded my head

As we got ready for bed we both lay in the same I turn around and I meet his eyes and I smile and we look at each other for a while I then decide to speak up

"Han I know I just met you today well in this state of course but my heart always skipped a beat for you always told me your the one and that's why I didn't hesitate to hold back because your mind can fool you but not your heart."

I just see him smile he then said "thank you but got to sleep its late." As he creased my hair.

I then smile and get closer to him and gave him a quick peck on the lips "goodnight Han sweet dreams ok, love you sleep well you cute deer." He just smiles and she turns around trying to sleep but then feels a pair of arms rap around her waist and he's face snuggle in net back she just smiles as tears fall from her and she tells herself

"Why can't i seem to remember you Luhan your the person I love why would I ever try to erase someone like you from my life was it that bad but whatever it is I will always love you because I don't I could ever stop myself from loving you I'm glad that I can share my happiness with someone now"

"Luhan I know you once broke me but it's ok because I broke you too and we're both are going to fix this I know it because my heart tells me maybe my mom was right when she said follow your heart Luhan I'm sorry that I did this to you and this may sound crazy but yes I love you even though I'm this state I met you something within my heart says it's ok that nothing's wrong with my actions so I will keep doing whatever I feel like it's right thank you Luhan for everything."