[TAENYFic] My Girl Crush (Completed)

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(Taeyeon's POV)
life couldn't get any better. Ever since we made up, my life couldn't get any better. Everyday i wake up with a smile on my face because i know i'll meet her soon. School isn't as boring as before. Even better now i have a new motivation to motivate me to go to school everyday. I even start to think that saturday and sunday should have classes as well so i have a reason to go to school and meet her. Crazy right? I know. I wasn't and still am not in my right mind. Is this what the girl crush thingy supposed to feel like?
"Wipe away that pervert smile on your face, Taeng."
"Yah! I'm not a pervert. You are." I retorted.
"Maybe you're not. But your smile earlier just soo pervert."
"Whatever, Hee. Whatever." I rolled my eyes on him.
"So i can see that you decided to go after that girl huh? I mean staying close to her and let whatever feeling you have toward her to develop?" I'm frozing in my place. Sigh, i know sooner or later he will ask about this.
"Hee, i didn't mean to ignore your advice. I know what you said was right. And i swear i tried, Hee. I've tried to distanced myself from her. But it was so damn hard. And my wall totally crumbled when i knew she was hurt. How heartless i am Hee if i still ignoring her when i know she got hurt. Even though i still need to figure out what feeling that i feel toward her, one thing that i know for sure. She is my friend and i care for her. I always be that caring person toward people that i loved. You know that. So how can i treat her differently?"
"I understand, Tae. But i just don't want you to get hurt. Not when i know your 'happy ending' will never be with her."
"Hey, why you're talking as if i'm going to get married tomorrow? *chuckles* look Hee, i know what i'm doing. I'm more than aware of the risk as well. But people said we need to be crazy sometimes. We only live once! I never know how does it feel to have a crush on someone, or having butterflies in my stomach, or heartache, or even a flutter feeling when someone touch me. I just ever heard about those things from other people around me. My time to having fun is limited, Hee."
"That's wh-"
"No, i haven't finish, Hee so listen first." He nodded.
"My time to feel all of those feeling is limited and i know i'm slowly heading to its end. So can't i at least be kind to myself for once by letting me to have a chance to feel those craziness? Don't you think i have to be at least a lil bit fair to my ownself? Right Hee?"
"Tae.."
"I know you can't debate me anymore this time, Hee." I smiled.
"But how about Tiffany? What if you hurt her in the process?"
"I have think about that too. First, i don't think the feeling is mutual. I know she cares about me like a lot, i can feel it. But I think she just sees me as her unnie. Someone she looked up to, someone she can rely on, someone she trusts and comfortable with just like close buddies. But.. even if she has a mutual feeling with mine, then i really will hurt her in the end. But i'll find a way, no matter what, even if it means to hurt myself more, i'll try my best to fix my mistake. I'll try to make her happy and forget about me. She can hate me if she want, anything for her happiness. So later i can leave her with a light heart knowing she's fine."
"But her happiness will not be with you."
"True. It will never be with me. But it's fine with me as long as people around me happy. As long as she is happy."
"Just how selfless you can be, Taengoo-ya. This is why i told you, you'll be the one who suffered the most in the end." I know Hee i know. I better be prepare for that even though i will never be ready for the pain.
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"Taengoo unnie annyeong!" Yoona greets me cheerfully as always. Beside her i saw Jessica who keeps yawning while rubbing her eyes. No wonder people called her as the sleeping beauty.. But once she's aware of my presence she open her eyes and greets me too.
"Annyeong yetera." I smiled back. Wait, why there's only Jessica and Yoona? Where is Tiffany? Seolma, she didn't come to school because her cold getting worse? Last night before we ended our usual night conversation through kakaotalk, she did told me about her cold and i advised her to sleep earlier and took the medicine.
"Where is Tiffany?" I have to make sure.
"She's sick, unnie. Cold." Jessica told me. I knew it. Aish that girl didn't tell me how severe her cold is.
"But don't worry unnie, she said her cold is not really bad. But her mom being the attentive mother she is, asked her daughter to rest in their home and didn't go to school for today. But if you still want to directly check on her.. Jessica and i will go to her home later after the school time ended. We want to lend her our notebook since tomorrow we will have an exam and she surely gonna need what we wrote down today." Yoona said.
"I didn't even say anything, Yoong-ah." How could Yoona knew i'm so worried for Tiffany? Am i too obvious? Too easy to read?
"But it's written all over your face, unnie. I can see how much you worry about her. You two already like a blood-related sisters you know. Not just in school senior-junior-ship." Is that even a word?
"And i can say the same about you and Yul." I remarked.
"Eyy that's different. Yuri unnie and i just best partner in crime. We're gonna keep our sisterhood just like that. I can't imagine me and her being all sweet, attentive, lovey-dovey toward each other like you and Tiff." She sniggered which followed by the ice princess as well.
"Yah, we're not like that." I unconsciously become more defensive and trying to deny what she said. I just don't want people to assume things. Or maybe i just don't want people to find out.
"Yeah yeah and Jessica loves cucumber." She replied and laughing out loud with her mouth wide opened. Geez this alligator..
"Ew!" Jessica yelped in disgust. Maybe can't even stand the imaginary image of her loving her biggest enemy ever, the innocent cucumber. The normal me will find this funny and laugh along with the pretty alligator girl, but since i'm still in my defensive mode..
"Fine. Whatever Yoong." I sulked and folded my arms in front of my chest trying to act indifferent about the topic.
"Hehe you know i'm just joking, unnie. No hard feelings kay? Don't be mad pweaseee~ *jjabue*" seriously that annoying aegyo.. can i slap her? Just for once? Pretty please?
Seeing my discontented facial expression, she stops her aegyo and smile innocently at me. Guess this is why so many boys fall head over heels for her. They fell into her trap. If only they know the real her. The killer aegyo especially.
"So you will follow us and give your favorite dongsaeng a surprise visit or not?" Yoona asked again after i gave no response.
"Yah!" She started it again. I mean teasing me and Tiffany. What are we? Elementary school students who love to tease their friends just because they get to sit next to each other?
"Haha, sorry sorry can't help it, unnie. So?"
"Aish.. i will tag along." I finally give an answer to her question.
"I know you will answer that though. I shouldn't bother to ask." She stick out her tongue, happily teasing me and run away with the ice princess who get forcefully dragged by her.
"YAH! Im Yoona!!"
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(Tiffany's POV)
"Stephanie, you have guests here." My mom shouted from downstairs.
"Who, mom?" I was too lazy to even move my butt so i decided to just yelled back from my bedroom front door.
"Your friends." Ah it must be Yoong and Jessie.
"Just tell them to go upstairs and meet me in my room. Thanks, mom."
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"Oh Em Gee, Tiffy! Did Titanic just collided with your room? This room is a total mess." Yoona is the first one who stepped into my not-so-tidy room.
"Eww, is that your used tissues scattered on the floor? Eww just eww! Plainly utterly eww! Why don't you throw them away into the dustbin or something?" The ice princess finally stepped in too and the first thing she do is scolding me. Her sick friend. Great, just great.
"Oh come on, guys. It's not your first time visiting my room so don't act so surprised with my not so tidy room as if this is your first time." I shamelessly said.
I don't know there is someone else behind Jessica. That person finally show her face.
"Ny?" Taeyeon?! Why she's here? In my messy room! When i wear my ugly hobo clothes! Showing her my completely bareface! (especially with my tired eyes and red-runny nose) Oh my God. Just kill me.
"T-taeyeon un-nie? Y-you're here?" I stammered.
"HAHAHAHA you have to see yourself right now, TIffy. Your face turned into your favorite color. Wait, it's more like red now than pink." Yoona hardly uttered in the middle of her big laugh while gasping for air once in awhile. Guess this 'view' really entertain her.
"Gosh this is so embarrassing." I muttered and facepalmed myself.
"It's okay, Ny. My room is not so tidy either." There my guardian angel has speak up.
"Just keep defending her favorite dongsaeng i see."
"Im Yoona!" Taeyeon growled.
"Tiffy, you should know how worried Taeyeon unnie look like when we told her you didn't come to school because of your cold. Sh-"
"YAH IM YOONA!" Taeyeon abruptly shoving Yoona out of my room. I heard the two bickering or maybe choking each other outside my room. I hope no one die though. But i do realize the pink tint on Taeyeon's cheeks when Yoona told me how worried she was when she know i didn't come to school today. Aww, guess now it's her turn to be shy and blushed? This cute unnie.. that's just one out of thousands reason why i like her.
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