[TAENYFic] My Girl Crush (Completed)

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They said all good things must come to an end. The good movie they watch ended, and the lights inside the movie theater get turned back on. Taeyeon and Tiffany still holding hands under Taeyeon's jacket, even Tiffany had her head leaned comfortably on Taeyeon's shoulder as they watched the movie. But as soon as the movie showed its credits on the big screen, both Taeyeon and Tiffany know that they have to face the (bitter) reality again soon enough. So Tiffany reluctantly pulled her hand from Taeyeon's grip and lift her head up, sit back properly on her seat. Tiffany is not stupid nor dense. She can see how Taeyeon's shoulder slumped down out of disappointment, she also can hear a soft sighed coming out from Taeyeon's mouth. As if Taeyeon wants to hold her hand again, as if Taeyeon wants Tiffany's head to keep resting on her shoulder so Taeyeon can rested her head on top of Tiffany's head too. But both girls realized that they shouldn't did what they did, even worse, they shouldn't enjoyed it too much.
But one thing for sure, Tiffany hates to see Taeyeon being all sad and disappointed like this. So after she made sure no one is looking, she quickly leaned in and give a very quick peck on Taeyeon's cheek, that by the way effectively replaced the frown on Taeyeon's face into a shy smile. She then pretend too whispering something on Taeyeon's ear so no one will feel suspicious.
"Don't be sad. I don't like it when you're sad." Tiffany lowly whispered, with her lips are dangerously close to Taeyeon's ear. It's causing Taeyeon to involuntarily shuddered because of Tiffany's warm breath that hitting her poor sensitive ear. It's kinda ticklish, but Taeyeon like it.
Once Tiffany leaned back to look at Taeyeon's face, she saw how Taeyeon smiled so ever sweetly at her. Her legs get weaken just by seeing that smile.
"Thank you." Taeyeon said and softly patted Tiffany's head. Just like the old time. Tiffany just can't help but awarding Taeyeon with her killer eyesmile because she enjoyed the gesture that Taeyeon did to her. It's simple but sweet, at least for Tiffany.
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After they bid each other goodbye, the group starts to dispersed and heading back to their respective home. They promised to have at least one more meeting before Tiffany leave Korea in few days.
"Tiffany, need a ride?" Taeyeon offered Tiffany. Tiffany can only bite her lip, obviously nervous. The truth is she is confused and don't know what to do. Siwon told her to text him or call him once she's done so he can pick her up. But here Taeyeon, kindly offering to drive her home, well Siwon's home. And she herself actually want to spend more time with Taeyeon if that's possible.
"Sure. Thank you, Taeyeon." And Tiffany finally made a decision.
Taeyeon and Tiffany just get inside Taeyeon's car when Tiffany's phone suddenly ringing. Tiffany can guess who is the caller. She mentally scolded herself for not turning off the phone or at least put it into silent mode.
"Who is it? You're not going to answer it?" Taeyeon innocently asked because she is purely just curious as to why Tiffany let the phone to keep on ringing rather than pick up the call. It might be an important call right? Taeyeon thought.
"Uh, yeah. I will." Tiffany unsurely said before she slowly tap her phone's screen to answer the call.
"H-hello?" Not a good start, Tiffany.
"Babe, where are you? Have you finish with your girls' day out today? It's pretty late now." Siwon from the another line said.
Tiffany unconsciously gulped and eyeing Taeyeon from the corner of her eyes before she answered.
"Yeah, i'm on my way back home right now. Don't worry."
"What? Why you're not telling me? I told you to text me or call me so i can pick you up." Siwon said in disapproval. He thought Tiffany is taking taxi because she didn't want to troubled him. If only he knows..
"I'm sorry. Taeyeon offered me a ride since we were together today."
"Ah, right. You're with my sister in law." Tiffany furrowed her eyebrows in discontent once she heard how Siwon just called Taeyeon. She's not marrying your brother, at least not yet. So she's not your sister in law. Tiffany want to said that to him but she hold it in.
"Yeah." Tiffany closed her eyes in order to calm down her unstable emotion.
"Okay then. If it's her, i can rest assure. I know she's a good person. So, see you soon at home, baby. I love you." Siwon cheerfully said. Again, if only he knows.. i bet he won't able say the same thing about Taeyeon like what he just said.
"I- i love you too." Tiffany stuttered but fortunately Siwon didn't realize the oddness in his girlfriend's behavior nor the way she speak.
Tiffany feels so uncomfortable right now. She feels guilty. And amazingly she feels guilty toward Taeyeon, not Siwon.
She supposed to feel guilty to her boyfriend for choosing to spend more time with her so called old friend/senior in high school rather than with her own boyfriend. She supposed to feel guilty for liking and enjoying skinship that she did with her so called old friend/senior in high school, even enjoy the thrill feeling because they did something that they enjoyed but secretly, without no one knows, and it surely can be considered as an act of cheating. But she didn't. Tiffany didn't feel guilty for that. Instead, she feels guilty for saying i love you back to her own boyfriend in front of her so called old friend/senior in high school because Tiffany knows Taeyeon didn't like it, even a bit, when she heard Tiffany was talking with her boyfriend, even saying those 3 magic words.
Both Taeyeon and Tiffany shouldn't feel what they feel right now, but they just can't prevent it. They can't choose what to feel. It's thrilling, it's dangerous and risky, yet they both silently enjoyed it. And for that they should feel guilty to their respective partner, but they didn't. Not when they surely enjoyed every minute and every second they spend with each other.

The rest of the ride was filled with nothing but silence. It's not really a comfortable silence so in order to lessen the tension, Taeyeon decide to turn on the radio in her car and let some ballad songs boasting out from it. Just like a fate or maybe coincidence, it's 'Mad' from NeYo that is currently playing. What a perfect song for the two. Taeyeon even humming to the song and sing the chorus part just so she doesn't have to make a coversation with the pretty girl beside her at the moment, before she realized how the song fits their situation perfectly.
Yes, Taeyeon is shamelessly sulking right now.

"We're here." Taeyeon finally opened her mouth to speak once they arrived in front of the Choi's mansion.
"Y-yeah." Tiffany didn't really know how to response to what Taeyeon said. Should she just get down from the car now?
Taeyeon must be realize how Tiffany feels kinda afraid of her right now and she surely don't want that. So she smiled, not really genuine but not so fake either. At least she tried to smile to her. She thought to herself that her acting like this was ridiculous and immature. She doesn't even have a strong reason to acted like this. Soon she feels bad for the way she acted and feel ashamed of it. So she decide to make some effort to fix her stupid mistake.
"Have you text Siwon oppa? Tell him to open the door for you." Taeyeon softly asked Tiffany with her normal voice plus a small smile on her face. Tiffany silently sighed in relief because she knows Taeyeon is no longer mad at her.
"I haven't. I'll call him now. Thank you for gave me a ride, Taeyeon-ah. Drive safely to your home. And...if it's not too much to ask.." Tiffany seems so hesitant to continue whatever she wants to say, and it looks cute and amusing at the same time in Taeyeon's eyes, seeing how shy Tiffany become.
"Hm?" Taeyeon tried to encourage the shy girl in front of her to continue.
"If it's not too much to ask, can you text me once you get home? So i'll know that you have arrive at your home safely." Tiffany cutely said with her pinkish face. Aww she's blushing..
"Sure. I'll text you or maybe call you if you don't mind. But wait, you're going to sleep alone or..." Tiffany knows what Taeyeon is trying to say.
"NO!" The answer came out faster and louder than Tiffany intended it to. She even surprised her ownself.
"I-i mean no..i will sleep alone. Siwon oppa's house have many vacant bedrooms so yeah. I will sleep in one of those room, alone by myself. And I-"
"I will call you then." Taeyeon quickly interrupted. Tiffany started to blabber so Taeyeon feel the need to stop her before she will feel more embarrassed.
"O-okay."
"Good night, Tiffany. Have a good rest tonight." Taeyeon said with a super charming smile that can melt anyone's heart, by saying anyone, both gender are included even the ones in between the two.
"Yes, you too, Taeyeon. Once again thank you." Tiffany said before she daringly leaned in and gave Taeyeon another peck on her cheek today. She quickly leave Taeyeon's car and literally running inside Choi's mansion after the security team opening the main gate for her since they already know who she is.
Taeyeon can only chuckled by herself from the driver's seat of her car. She keeps looking at Tiffany, watch over her until she safely get inside Siwon's house, and only after that Taeyeon drive away and soon enough hit the main road, on her way back to her own home.
She really can't wait to hear Tiffany's voice again tonight when she tell her that she already get home safely. She missed her voice already, she missed Tiffany already. As crazy as it might sounds. Yeah, she's crazy. Tiffany too. Both of them start to lose their mind. They know that there's no future for them, there's no happy ending for them, and yet they are willingly do this to hurt no one but their ownself in the end. As if once is not enough. As if the first separation is not hurtful enough to be a reminder or even maybe warning for them to stay away from each other if they don't want to get hurt. Maybe secretly Taeyeon and Tiffany are a masochist. Maybe..
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