Typical Dead

The morning after

I've gave up with the heels and I'm sprinting back to the dinner in bare feet. Judge me. I finally reach the door and open to everyone singing and dancing, my eyes are only looking for Ron. Where the fuck is he.
"Jessie! Jessie! Hi Wheres Ron?" I ask her and I think everyone has drank a lot tonight, who knew they had so much alcohol stored.
"Oh sweetie he's outside I think" I thank her and rush through everyone and go outside. I see Ron leaning against a wall and it looks like I have another drunk one on my case tonight.
"Ron! What are you doing..oh god your going to scratch your face off the wall" I cup the side of his face to make sure it's not hurt, his skins so soft. I look at his face and his eyes are trying to focus on me.
"Why are you the most..beautiful girl I've ever seen..l..Lucy?" He slurs but I can make out what he's saying, I'm blushing. Stop. I can't. Shit. I'm arguing with myself in my head.
I put my arms around his neck and he clings himself to my waist.
"I've only been here two days and I'm having to take care of two drunken guys, is it always like this" I laugh but he tenses up. His back straightens and he shakes his head.
"No he doesn't count.." He turns me around so my back is against the wall, suddenly he's in control and he's kissing my neck. Fuck. Should I stop him? I'm enjoying it though. It feels so good that I'm actually moaning slightly.
He pulls away and smirks, he looks so good right now, I just want to kiss him but I feel guilty.
"You've fucked me up and you've only been here for two days..I love it" he smiles and I do see the happiness in his eyes it's there but I can't do this right now. I've been here two days and I'm playing with someone's heart, I'm not that person, I pull away from Ron and start running, I go through the house pushing past everyone and shouting my apologies, I run straight back to the house. Never knew I could run that fast, I go straight up the stairs and clamber onto my bed, it's been some night and I'm so tired so it's probably best I get some sleep.

*next morning*
I feel awful not to mention I've been woke up by Rick shouting on me and Carl to get down right now, I roll out of bed and throw a jumper on.
"Ah so the missing two decide to finally wake up" Rick sits down and drinks his cup of tea while looking at me who has just came down and Carl who is sitting at the table, he turns round and we just lock eyes.
"We were looking for you two all over not to Mention Ron went missing and speaking of that.. Michonne could you go see Jessie and see if she's found him?" Michonne nods and walks out, Rick looks at us both and shakes his head.
"Go make yourselves useful and go check on people, I'm going on another run" me and Carl don't say a word and just go back to our rooms. I can't believe I didn't think about what I was doing last night, went from house to house and didn't tell anyone. ugh this is a disaster.
The door knocks and I sit up immediately.
"How did I get home last night? My heads killing me.." Carl walks in and sits on the edge of my bed rubbing his head, I cross my legs and start twiddling my thumbs questioning if I should bring up what he said last night.
"Do you remember anything?" I ask looking up and he shakes his head. Of course he doesn't.
"Put it this way.. You said some stuff to me and you latched onto my arm, Ron wasn't happy because I wanted to make sure you got home safe" Carl stands up as soon as I finish speaking, he places his hands behind his head and walks back and forth.
"What did I say?" Should I tell him that he wanted me here in the morning or that he said he could do everything Ron done with me, I'm so confused.
"I'm here that's all that matters right?" I laugh a little and stand up and push him out the room jokingly so I can get ready. He doesn't need to know what he said I'll let him figure it out.