*Ivey* (warnings: slut, whore, molested. Self harm, depression- if you've sled harmed or have depression, anxiety you can talk to me, I know how it all feels:( )
Once I'm out of the shower I go see Ashley. He's pissed.
"Ivey-"
"I'm sorry! Okay. I'm sorry. I know it was stupid and immature-"
"Ivey that is illegal! If anyone outside of the band finds out- you and CC are fucking each other.. You guys are in so much shit!" He yells "CC could go to jail! He is 17 years older than you! You are 14. He is 31. Do you not know how wrong that is? If you start having sex now, your going to become a slutty prostitute, with your job being a stripper while guys are paying you to shove their dicks down your throat! Your just a whore wanting sex for attention. God you'll be a slut!" He yelled "I bet you like feeling dirty uh? I bet if you got molested or something like that shit, you'd like it. Wanting more just for the attention!"
I can't believe he just said that. He called me a slut and a whore.
"Shit Ivey no! No, no, no, no- Ivey I'm so, so sorry I didn't mean to-"
"Oh go fuck your self Ashley." I tell him walking out of his bunk area
"Ivey what's wrong?" Jake asked
"Oh nothing I'm fine" I fake smile. "I just gotta go to my bunk"
Once I there I plug my headphones in and try to distract myself. Once I'm almost a sleep my bunk opens.
"Ivey what's wrong" a concerned Jinxx asked, laying by me
"Nothing"
"Don't lie"
"I'm not"
"Yes you are. What's wrong- why was Ashley yelling at you?"
"Because me and CC slept together again so he ranted me out"
"What'd he say?"
"That CC is 17 years older than me and it's illegal and some other stuff"
"What other stuff?"
"Oh just that I like feeling dirty and if I get molested I'd like it. Oh and I'll be a prostitute-stripper-dick sucking-slut-and whore"'I sob
"He called you a slut and a whore?"
"Yep he says I want sex for attention... He makes me feel not wanted sometimes.." I whisper
"Aww baby no... Your not any of the stuff he said. Trust me you are wanted I'll talk to him, go watch a movie with one of boys or something" carries me to Andy
"Hey Andy can you watch her? I gotta talk to Ashley" Jinxx asked
"Yeah sure, c'mere Ivey, what's up?"
"Ashes got mad at me.... Me and Chuppy had sex again a-and he-he called me a-a sl-slut and wh-whore and said I would work as a stripper or be a prostitute and he said I want sex for attention just so I can suck guys dicks." I sob into his chest
"He what." He asked getting up, walking to Ashley's bunk.
"Andy stop.."
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Secrets (BVB fanfic)
Novela Juvenil(WARNINGS: swearing, trigger warnings, GxG, GxB BxB smut, drinking ect. Main character is bisexual if you don't like then don't read. Don't give hate) Ivey Purdy is related to Ashley Purdy, the bassists of Black Veil Brides. Ivey lives with her brot...
