Secrets (BVB fanfic)

Chapter 7

•Ivey• (Drinking) [self harm] {2 people showering at same time}

Today the guys go on tour. Im way excited.

"Ivey come on we gotta go!" Andy yells

"K I'm coming" I run downstairs on to the tour bus picking my bunk.

"I want this one!" I yell throwing my bags on it.

"Ivey if you pick that one you won't be close to CC" Jake says

"I wanna move then!"

"Nope you already picked." Ashley says

"Uhh fine!" I yell sitting in my bunk. "Tell me when I have wake up" I tell Ashley

"K just sleep you'll need it.."

-12 hours later-

I wake up and check to see what time it is.

"1:30... Great I wonder if anyone's up" I get up and go to Jakes bunk. "Jake?" I ask peeking in, wishing I didn't. Jinxx is giving Jake a blowjob.. I scream.

"Shit Ivey! What'd you want?" Jake panics, covering himself.

"N-nothing sorry.." I walk over to Andys bunk. "Andy you up?" I peek in.

"Shh Ivey I'm on the phone with Juliet" at 2 in the morning? I go see Ashley.

"Oh babe.." He moans. Yep never mind. Now to see CC.

"Chuppy... You up?"

"Ivey go away.. I'm tired"

"Your so stupid Ivey who would want to be around you?" I tell myself. I walk into the kitchen and see a bottle if whiskey, I take it i grab a kitchen knife and walk to the bathroom. I lock the door and sit in the bathtub. I bring the knife to my wrists going deep. Taking a drink of the whiskey. I let the blood run down the drain. I make some more on both my arms and legs. I finish the bottle of whiskey and I break it and use the glass to cut my stomach. I bend over the toilet and gag myself and throw up. I do it about 5 more times. I start to feel really lighted headed so I say on the floor.

•Ashley•

I wake up feeling really good, but I really gotta pee.. I get up and walk to the bathroom. That's weird. There's blood coming out from under the door. I try to open it but it's locked. Hmm maybe I'll see if anyone else is up. I'll check on Ivey.

"Ivey..?" She's not there.

"Jake! Have you seen Ivey?"

"Nope why? And hey how drank the last whiskey bottle?"

"She's not in her bunk. And I don't know."

"Well I say her last night she came in my bunk but I kinda pushed her away.."

"I'll see if she's with Andy... Andy is Ivey with you?"

"No I saw her last night but I was on the phone. Check CC's bunk" I run over and open his bunk. She's not there.

That's Ivey's blood. She's in the bathroom.

"Ivey!" I yell trying to open the door. "Shit! Please open" I whisper. Finally I get the door open. "No! No no no! Ivey" I see my sister laying on the floor with nothing on, cuts all over her body. I see a broken whiskey bottle. She drank it and used it to do this. She got a kitchen knife too. I pick her up and carry her to her bunk. I grab new underwear and cloths for her.

"Ash there blood all over the floor!" CC yells.

"Yeah come look. I'm in Ivey's bunk don't worry she's just sleeping.."

"Oh... No, no, no, no... We've gotta clean her up. Ash these are way bad... What if she doesn't wake up... What if-" he gets cut off by Ivey kissing him. Thank god she's awake.

"Ivey don't do that ever again! You scared the living shit out of us" I tell her.

"Babe I told you to come get me when you want to do this and do it to me.." CC says

"CC I can't hurt you..."

"Ivey you can't do this. You've gotta tell us when you want too." I told her.

"Im gonna go shower.." She tell us.

"Uh I-I'm just gunna go uh-"

"You can go in there with her CC"

•Ivey•

I let the warn water run down my back as I step into the shower. I grab Andys razor and slide it across my my writs. It's not like it will make a difference. I put it down when I hear the door open and close. Once it shuts I grab his razor again. I close my eyes and the shower door opens. I feel two arms wrap around my wait. I drop the razor, freezing.

"Sorry." I whisper, with my head hanging down. "Here" I give CC

"Babe look at me.." I keep my back to him. "Ivey" he turns me around. "I'm not mad. Me and the guys just wanna help." He says, taking my wrists kissing each cut and scar, moving up my arm, moving down my stomach to my legs.

"Thanks CC" I whisper

"Wanna go back to the bunks?"

"Yeah, sure" we get out of the shower and walk back to his bunk.

One we get to his bunk we lay down on his bed. He brings his hands down to my core and plays with my clit.

"Ohhhh CC" I moan

"Feel good princess?'

"Ahh fuck yes" I grab the sheets

"Shh you gotta be quiet.." he says fingering me

"Ahh fuck- ah" I pant in between moans

"Uh Ivey what are you doing in CC's bunk-" Ashley opened his curtains. I jump and hide behind CC.
"Ivey come here. Now."

"No" I whine

"Yes Ivey. Over here." CC pushes me towards Ashley. "You smell like sex sweat. Go shower and come talk to me! So sick" he whispers