Vic's POV-------
I ran up to the sleeping with sirens tour bus. I hoped Kellin wouldn't be mad that I was late, so I got us Starbucks and movies which resulted in me being even more late. I sighed. I could never do anything right. I heard something on the other side of the door and realized Kellin was about to open the door. I quickly smiled and said, "Hey Kells."
"Hey Viccy," he said in that slightly high pitch but amazing voice of his. I don't think I would ever get tired of it. It would be amazing to be able to wake up to that voice everyday, god I would so become a morning person. Realizing I been standing there and staring at Kellin like the fucking creep I am, I quickly asked if I could come in.
When we walked in the bus, it was strangely quiet. As if reading my mind, Kellin said the guys out at some bar. I gave him his Starbucks and we sat on the couch. While he put on the movie I took off my shoes and leaned back.
When he came back, he sat particularly close to me. Even though this was strange, I didn't mind. Fuck, it was Kellin Quinn, who would mind ? Oh my god oh my god oH MY GOD HE PUT HIS HEAD ON MY CHEST HOLY FUCKING SHIT OKAY I guess I'll put my arm around him ? I decided to go for it, and put my arm around his waist. He just moved in closer to me. His breathing slowed and he moved closer to me. Aww Kellin fell asleep on me god he's so fucking adorable like wow I don't think there's a word for how amazing he his. I pulled him closer to me, not wanting to ever leave this moment.
We stayed like that until long after the movie ended. It felt like minutes but was probably hours. I could feel him stirring underneath me, shit he was waking up. He looked up at me, blushing madly.
"Um, sorry for falling asleep on you I just I uh .. " he said, clearly very embarrassed.
"Kells it's fine I don't mind," I half laughed. God he was adorable.
Kellin's POV----------
"Kells it's fine I don't mind," he laughed. God he was so fucking cute, I wish I could call him my boyfriend. God that'd be amazing. For the rest of the day we just hung out, until Mike texting him saying they needed him or something. He left and I sighed. Of course he would leave. Everybody leaves.
Why would they stay for a piece of shit like you ?
You're right why would they stay ?
You're a messed up faggot, there's only one thing that can make you feel better.
What's that ?
You know what.
Oh yeah. I quickly shuffled to my bag, tripping over my feet on the way. I fished around, finally finding what I was looking for. The small metal shined in the little light the bus let in. I walked into the bathroom, not even bothering to lock the door. The guys wouldn't be back for a long time. I pressed the blade to my wrist.
One for being a fag
Two for being ugly
Three for liking Vic
Four four being alive
I kept going, not even caring about the blood that ran down my arm and stained my clothes and formed puddles on the ground. That is, until I heard a voice.
"Kellin ?"
//oh hey, I'm back. Fucking hell I feel like this chapter sucks, give me some feedback ? Sorry for being late, I was at my aunts party. Keep voting and reading omg it makes me so happy thanks guys I'll probably update sooner next time kay I love you bye c:
