The truth is, i miss you already.
All the time, every second, every minute, every hour, every day.
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"Dani! We need to talk!" I hear mom screaming from downstairs. Shit.... it isn't about yesterday right? I maybe get to far and i maybe crossed the line. But i just.... I just get angry! I can't leave her right now.
"Boys! Dani! Come downstairs!" My mom screamed. I set my headphones off and walked downstairs. My eyes are probably red and puffy but i don't care. I see my whole family sitting on the couches. It's not that weird anymore everyone is here much more since Lauren is missing. I sit myself between Lisa and Christina in on the couch. "The police called us and.." My mom begin. Her eyes are all red. One of her daughters who she raised up is missing. I guess this is hard for all of us. "They're stopping to look for her..." everything stopped. THEY'RE STOPPING?! SHE IS ONLY MISSING 3 WEEKS?! "But why?!" Lisa screamed. "They are now searching 3 weeks non-stop and still they don't have a clue.... If they have a clue they're going to search again but..." My mom breaks down crying. My sugar... They aren't looking for you anymore. You are never coming back. THAT STUPID POLICE! "But mom!" I tried to begin but my dad stopped me. "Not know Danielle" They only say my name when it's really serious. "NO! I'M NOT GIVING UP ON LAUREN! I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN GIVING UP ON HER!" I jumped up and screamed it. "Dani! Don't say that!" Christina said sternly. "WHAT?! I CAN'T LIFE WITHOUT HER! I WOULD RATHER KILL MY SELF THAN LIVING WITHOUT HER!" My mom stopped with crying and looked at me in disbelieve after those words. "DANIELLE NICOLE CIMORELLI! GET TO YOUR ROOM!" I stook my tongue out and run to my room. Stupid family.. Stupid police...
I walk downstairs and i see mom sitting. Alone. Hmm.. I can talk to her alone that's fine. "Danielle go sit down." mom said serious. What is going on? I sit myself awkward on the couch. Then mom begin to speak up: "I think it's better to send you to an... rehab". WHAT?! I'M NOT SOME CRAZY PERSON! I just miss my sister.... The tears spring back into my eyes. "Mom!" i said getting angry. My mom gives me a sad look. "I-i don't want to send you to a rehab but... You want to kill yourself without Lauren! I can't lose another daughter!" mom is getting desperate. But i'm notgoing to a rehab. Never of my life! "Mom! I'm not going to kill myself! I was just angry because the police is stopping to look for Lauren! And... THEY CAN'T OKAY?! THEY HAVE TO FIND HER!" I screamed and then i broke down crying. Lauren... I miss you so much i wish you would come back.
Mom runs to me and wrapped her arms around me trying to call me down. I just kept crying. My big sis... Where is she? Why is she away? So much questions and nobody answer them. The only one who can answer them is Lauren... "Ssst... Sweety. I just want the best for you. We all miss Lauren. But maybe you need to talk to someone? Not in a rehab but with a psychologist?" mom suggest me. I just nodded my head even i don't want to talk to anyone. But i really don't want to go to a rehab. I just want to stay here. Thinking about Lauren... Looking through her stuff. Sleeping in her bed... I have to admit i sleep everynight in her bed right now. It feels like she is with me then. It feels like she never went away... But she is.. And she is not coming back... Yet. I'm going to find you. Because if the police wont find you. I will.
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