She disappeared (Dauren Cimorelli)

10- Lauren

Pov Lauren (SURPRISE SURPRISE! This is in the past)

I put the stuff into my bag. How late is it? 2:00 AM. Oh.. I have much time left before he picks me up. I look into my room. Bye sweet room.. I'm going to miss you.. Then i remeber that I need to write a letter to Dani. I don't want her to worry that much about me. And i don't want her to have so much questions. I open my drawer and i pick up a paper and a pen. What shall i write? I tried to write something but everytime it looks stupid. Ugh! 

Dear Dani,

Hmm.. That's a good start. 

When you read this (i hope you read this) you're probably confused and sad. But i have to say something. I'm still alive! Don't be scared of that. I still think if you and i miss you, so so much! Now you want to know why i'm away and where i'm.

I can't tell you... Sorry. It's better so. It's dangerous when i'm with you and... I'm the only one who can solve it. But enough writing about that i want to write about you Dani.

I don't want her to get depressed or sad at me! I just want that the time i see her she is going to be happy to see me back. Not mad at me that i left her! 

Please don't be mad about me! And don't be sad or a wreck. Continue with your life. I maybe come back, but maybe not and you have to accept that. Let nobody drag you down. And everytime when you're feeling sad think about happy things or about things i used to say to you. And the importants thing of all don't harm yourself you're a beautifull, talented, amazing girl and i love you so so so much!

The tears are streaming down my face. Why can't i say a normal goodbye? Just in her face and not with a stupid letter!

Don't cry about me. But laugh and enjoy your life! I almost don't have space to write so i have to say goodbye for now. Always remember Dani: this isn't your fault and i will be always with you. Maybe not in real but always in your heart.

Lauren

I stop with writing and i look at my letter. Hmm.. this is good. I shove the letter into a box under my bed. But... Shall i do it? This might be dangerous. I pick the letter again up. I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. I have to go! My mind is telling me 2 things right now. Shall i write it under? But maybe i regret it later. Or i will bring Dani in danger. Do it Lauren! This is your only change to see her again. Under the letter i wrote in as small i can a adresse. In hurry shove the letter in the box and i shove it under my bed. I pick up my bag and i walk out of my room. Bye... everyone.. I tried to open the door as quit as i can and i walk downstairs. 

I sneak out of the house to outside. I see a car standing and a dark figure leaning to it. I walk closer to it. "You're late" he says mad. "I'm sorry Ethan"  I said quietly and i look at the ground. "Come on, you don't want to make him mad" He said this time a little bit nicer. I nod my head. Ethan doesn't has it easy. If he is to late he would get punished or maybe worser. I don't understand it really. But all i know is that we're both in danger. All because of him (Not Ethan). He can do everything if he want it. I step into his car. It stay silent between us. I don't really like Ethan. But yeah maybe because he works together for him. 

I wrote the adress of Ethan on the letter. Will Dani read it? Shall she find it? And if she find it, shall she go to Ethan and shall Ethan help her? I don't think. But maybe.. 

Maybe i will see her again. 

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A chapter in Lauren's POV.. Ooohh.. I know it's not a big chapter ;/ Pfft... I'm lazy right now but i need to do things for schooool! UGH! but yeah.. I'm now saying goodbyeee

GOODBYE :D