She disappeared (Dauren Cimorelli)

3- The Letter

***P.O.V Dani***

I jumped on Lauren her bed. I miss her... I let myself fall and i smell into her blanckets... It smells like her. I know it sounds weird. Very weird... Then i lett myself fall from her bed. From this position i can look under her bed. Huh? Why is there standing a box? I tried to grab it but i can't reach it. I tried to get closer and i can feel the box right now but i can't grab it. Then i pushed myself to her bed and i could reach it. I pulled the box under her bed. I never knew she had a box under her bed? Is it a secret from her? Shall i open it? Maybe this is really personal for her... And then i open it. Maybe it's something negative. Maybe it's nothing. Dani! Just open it! I sighed and open then the box. I find 1 letter in the box. What? The letter looks really small in such a big box. On the letter stands my name in Lauren's handwriting. Why my name? Maybe is standing in this letter where she is! Or why she is away! Do i have to say this to mom? No, i can't. I first read it. Then i let mom read it. Depends on what she wrote. Just read it! You're taking to long! Wow... I can't wait. With shaking hand i grab the letter. Please let it be something positive. Please...

Dear Dani,

When you read this (i hope you read this) you're probably confused and sad. But i have to say something. I'm still alive! Don't be scared of that. I still think if you and i miss you, so so much! Now you want to know why i'm away and where i'm.

Yeah Lauren, i want to know so bad!

I can't tell you... Sorry. It's better so. It's dangerous when i'm with you and... I'm the only one who can solve it. But enough writing about that i want to write about you Dani.

Why can't you tell Lauren? And why talking about me?

Please don't be mad about me! And don't be sad or a wreck. Continue with your life. I maybe come back, but maybe not and you have to accept that. Let nobody drag you down. And everytime when you're feeling sad think about happy things or about things i used to say to you. And the importants thing of all don't harm yourself you're a beautifull, talented, amazing girl and i love you so so so much!

The tears are streaming down my face. How could she be so sweet all the time? And such a good sister.

Don't cry about me. But laugh and enjoy your life! I almost don't have space to write so i have to say goodbye for now. Always remember Dani: this isn't your fault and i will be always with you. Maybe not in real but always in your heart.

Lauren

I cry. I can't help it anymore. Lauren.. I miss you so much! The way you used to be your sarcastic self. How you can make me laugh when i'm sad. I just miss you! I hold the letter of Lauren thight in my hands. It's the last thing of Lauren. Why is she away? Why is it dangerous with me? Why would she write the letter to me?! I read the letter again and again. I tried to find out more but everytime when i read it i can't find anything new!

Dani

The way how she write my name of the back of the letter. Fast but beautifull. The whole letter is writing fast. Every word.

I will always be with you. Maybe not in real but always in your heart.

Lauren.

Then on the end i saw something i didn't saw early. Because i read it to fast i think. On the end of the letter i see that Lauren writes something. She tried to write it so small as she can. What's standing there...?

It's an adress!

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Heey.. Sorry updating took me longer as normal :/

Had a much of tests this week. O.o pfft.. I am so bad in biology and French :O.

Byeeeeee :D