" Go to sleep. It's okay ", she told herself
And closed her eyes, determined to not think of him tonight.
" He's happy with her but it's okay ", she whispered to herself, keeping her eyes shut.
But her heart disagreed and made it known.
It hurt with every beat.
" He doesn't matter anymore! You are fine! You are okay! ", she screamed into her pillow. Her tears rebelled, and they told different.
They refused to stay captives of her shut eyes.
" I'm okay. I am fine ", she announced to her soaked pillow, her heart and her tears.
But her heart spoke again, " But you're not. "
She took a breath, and with a single loose tear, that dropped on her drenched pillow, she muttered.
" But I have to be. "
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Just Thoughts and Emotions
ŞiirRandom stuff about random things. It may be a thought on a matter. It may also be an emotion I feel is relatable. Maybe poetry ( sort of ) just RANDOM STUFF.
