Fool For You

Chapter 7 ☺

I don't know what's going on with me... First I hated Tate for things that he has been done to me,now I love him like never before. Yes,I'm right. He's going to mess up my entire fucking life.

"You did what?!" Madison was yelling at me "Jade,he hurted you once,he'll hurt you again. I'm worried about you." She said,and I knew that she's right. I didn't say nothing. She started talking again "And what did Arden told you about this?"

"She was calm,and she said that I should be with him if I love him,and I'm not scared. And he won't hurt me again Madison,believe me." I said.

...

I called Joe I really wanted to talk with him right now and I ow him.

"Hey Joe!"

"Oh,hey Jade."

"What's up?"

"Nothing... What about you?"

"I'm with Tate again...and can we talk somewhere,I really need to talk with someone?"

It was a silence I felt that he's surprised,he caught "Sure,why not? Meet me at the park at 18h okay?"

"Okay,sure." He's going to pick up "And Joe!"

"What?" He said "Thank you" I said,I was really thankful.

"You're welcome... Se you." Call ended.

After that Tate called me.

"Hey babe,tonight,Jake's house?" I feelt uncomfortable. He already wants to go with him on the party in someone's house... and to sleep with him of course.

"Umm,I'm busy tonight Tate." I promised Joe,I don't wanna go with Tate tonight.

"What's more important than me,Jade?" His voice was high and it seems that he's really mad at me.

"No one Tate,chill. I just promised my friend to met with him tonight."

"With him?" What he think he is? My dad?

"Yeah Tate. Is it okay to have a friend who is boy."

"It's okay until you have sex with him." What the hell he just said?

"What? What's fucking wrong with you,you're acting like a classic jerk. Where's Tate who said me nice and romantic words yesterday?" I was so so freaking pissed off. He left me and I gave him another chance which clearly he didn't deserve.

"I'm still that Tate babe. I just don't wanna lose you again." He said trying to be nice.

"You didn't lose me,you let me go. I didn't wanted that,you did. So if you want to be with me you won't tell me what to do. You're not my dad,you're my boyfriend. Joe is my friend,nothing else. And don't fucking be stupid jealous." I said everything that was on my mind. I'm not an old Jade I won't let him to tell me what to do.

"I don't wanna fight with you babe,please. You know I'm sorry for everything,I love you! I have trust in you. I gotta go now,call me later." He said.

"I know,I know. I love you too,I gotta go too. I will." I ended a call,I was still nervous. Tate was best in making me nervous and pissing me off. I knew what's going to help me,music. Music is like my teraphy and I'm on rehab. I played "Come As You Are" Nirvana.

"I fucking love this song." I said to myself while I was picking an outfit. I gotta hurry up to meet Joe.

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I was walking to the park and thinking. I was thinking about everything,life,Tate,Joe. Then I saw Joe on "his" little bench in park.

"Joe!!" I yelled to him,I didn't see him for few days,I missed him.

"Kurt Cobain Lover" he yelled back,i love this nickname.

I runed to him and he puts me in a hug. He smeeled amazing. I felt nice in his hands.

"I missed you" i said laighing at him because he's trying to take my Nirvana T-shirt.

"Fuck off" i said "You have one already!" He was laughing and he kissed me in the head.

"So,tell me everything about Tate..." he said,and his face changed.

"So..." i started. I told him everything,every detail. He was listening to me carefully and he's looking at me with his beautiful brownie eyes. When I finished he took my hand and said "I'm sorry for everything. I didn't meet Tate in personal but he isn't good enough for you. You deserve someone better,someone who won't just tell you pretty words but someone who will do everything for you. You deservr better Jade." I was holding my breath,he is right. Totally right,I do deserve someone better. And I loved Tate but I can't love him as much as before after he gave me a heartbreak.

"I... I don't know what to say. I'm so confused and all I wanna do is listen to music and cry. I'm so fucking broken these days." I confesed him everything.

"What? Don't you ever cry over some guy. Jade,don't you cry." He said.

"Ugh,I need a drink..." i said.

"Starbucks?" He said.

"No,I need a real drink." I said I wanted to go to drink,to have fun and to dance until I die.

"Okay..." he said pulling my hear behind my ears he touch was soft. "I know the place,but do not drink too much beers,you'll have to pee." He added,i smiled,i remembered the time I meet him... 😊