Fool For You

Chapter 10 ☺

I get out of my house and I called Joe. He was ignoring my calls,great. I think I like him,now even more. Maybe that's not it but I just wanna hug him now... Yeah that's it,I tought.

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I knocked on his doors and his mum opened it.

"Hi,I'm Jade." I said smilling.

"Oh,nice to meet you. You're here to visit Joe I quess." She said. How often girls are visting his home.

"Yes..." I said,and I came in. The house was really beautiful,I looked around myself and I saw picture of Joe when he was kid. I started laughing,he was so cute like a little pig.

"I called him honey he's in his room. Go in there." She said and I was in front of his room. The doors weren't closed. And I have to see something. Joe was sitting on the bed,shirtless with girl. And that girl was his ex Lauren. He was kissing her,he really did. I felt broken in hundred pieces. I felt tears in my eyes and deep inside me I wanted this to be dream. Lauren recognized me staring at them and then I just run downstairs,very fast.
"Goodbye Mrs. Jonas,it was nice to meet you." I mumbled and go out of the house,I heard Joe calling my name I didn't returned. I didn't want him to see me with tears in my eyes. Not because that I'm maybe ugly when I'm crying,It's because I don't wanna him to know my feelings. But today I figured out my feelings for him,maybe these feelings were always there. But nothing matters now anyway,I tought. He's with Lauren now,and I'm not even friend to him. I didn't know where to go. I don't wanna talk with anyone. I just wanna be alone to cry,after that I'll be good...I quess. I went to the park,on our place,I mean Joe's place. But I felt like it's mine too.
I was sitting there alone watching the sky,I tried to stop liking Joe. But I can't. I think I like him more than I did Tate. Something ruined my silence.

"I knew I'm gonna find you here?" It was Joe. Fuck,I can't even look at him in the eyes.

"Too bad,I wanted to be alone." I said quietly.

"Can we talk... like an adults." He said sitting next to me. I didn't want him so close to me. I moved a little.

"I'm not in a mood,I was like twenty minutes ago." I said brushing my tears.

"Okay. Please tell me what were you doing at my house?" He said his voice was music to my ears.

"Doesn't matter now Joe. Screw all of this." I said trying to be mad,I was but I wanted to hug him so bad.

"It's matter,it is. Is that why you saw me with...Lauren?" He asked making pausses. I was holding my breath,he was so fucking right.

"Why is it so hard to tell your name,she's your girlfriend Joe. Can you let me enjoy in silence please." I said,I was such a bad liar and he knew it.

"Spill it." He said taking my hand. I moved my hand but I wanted it there to be forever.

"I like you Joe,I always did. But I was too folish with Tate to get it. Now I did,but It's too late. There you go,I said it,I confessed. You're gonna leave  me alone now?" I said trying to look brave and confident,but I wasn't. I was broken.

"Jade,I like you from the first moment when I saw you. It hurted me to see you with Tate. He was not making you happy. From the start I wanted you,only you..." He said while holding my hand. Did nightmare just become a dream. My tears started falling. I didn't knew what to say.

"Why didn't you tell me any of this. I realized too late that you're the one
...you know,the one I like. I wanted you always but you always acted to me like a friend and I wanted more. Much more. Joe I don't know what to say..." I said I was scared but I don't know why.

He came closer "You don't have to say anything. Just be with me." He looked me straight in eyes,his brownie eyes ugh. I wanted to kiss him,but I can't. I didn't breakup with Tate yet.

"I can't... I can't kiss you." I said.

"You kissed me once." He said with that devil smile. What? When did I kissed him?

"Excuse me? And when that happened?" I said.

"That night when you were drunk... You kissed me and you said that you love me,but then you called me Tate. After that Tate told me that you think I'm annoying." He said.

"What? I kissed you that night,I don't even remember it. I'm sorry Joe,really sorry. And I never thought something like that about you." I said.

"Okay,I know. And don't be sorry cause I'm not." He said.

"Sorry for what?" I asked confused.

"For this" he said almost whispering. Then he pressed his lips against mine. I felt butterflies in my stomach. A kiss is one of the most sensual happenings, aside from sex and, of course, I loved it. His lips was warm and tasted of mint; he had obviously been chewing gum earlier. His hands were wrapped around my waist and mine locked around his neck pulling him down slightly. When we broke apart for air, I rested my forehead against his and gathered some much needed oxygen.

"I can't..." I pushed him,I can't do this. I'm so not ready for this. I'm still with Tate,I don't want to cheat on him.

"What? Why?" He asked confused,I saw that he's dissapionted.