"This love is tainted I need you and I hate it. You caugh between a dream and the movie scene,in the way,you know what I mean."
My 1st story on Wattpad,hope you'll like it.
"I'm feeling terrible. I don't know what am I doing,what's happening with my life. First I get back with Tate who literally ruined my life. And I meet some guy in a toilet at concert and we're acting like we know each other for so long,I can tell him everything. And last night I get drunk,that's my first time. I'm such a terrible person,I hate myself." I was talking to Madison and Arden,the only persons I could believe in,and my family of course. I was crying like a kid.
"Come here honey" Arden said pointing on the bed,I sit next to her "Now,calm down and stop crying." She said,I couldn't stop my tears. But I always felt better after crying,I'm feeling like I lost something that I never really wanted.
"Yeah..." Madison agreed,taking my hand "And don't you ever tell again that you're terrible person. You're the best and kindness person I've ever meet. You have such a big heart. Jade,that's a gift." She said kissing my hand.
"Thank you guys for helping me,I totally forgot about you these days because of Tate. And honestly... I think that I don't even love him anymore. I loved him,it's true. I loved him more than anything. I was his star but he was my whole galaxy. That's the point. I'm gonna breakup with him. And about Joe,he's really good guy and a good person he just know me so weel." I said playing whit my hair while Arden and Madison were listening to me carefully. I realized that tears stoped.
"You're welcome,you deserve it. I think that you're right about Tate,you should end this relationship for the good." Arden said "Yeah,she's right. And I think that you should go and talk with Joe because he's really good for you. And the way he looks at you..." Madison said.
I smiled "Gosh Madison,when did you see him watching me?" I asked and my smile was bigger.
"On the pic he's holding as a profile picture at the Instagram..." She said laughing.
"Oh there,it's just a friendly look." I said blushing a little.
"Okay,but seriously you need to go to talk with him." Arden added.
"Okay,okay,I will but now I wanna group hug." I said pulling them closer to me,I felt Arden's parfume it was smeeling on fruits and Madison was smeeling on Jack's cologne. Of course,I said to myself and laughed.
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I left Madison's house and I was walking to mine. I thought about how I forget on my family these days my family and Arden and Madison. I was scared what if they're mad at me. I was tired all I wanted to do is to sleep. Then I was thinking about Tate. He isn't the same person anymore,I remembered how we meet. We were just a kids,then friends and lovers. I really had special moments with him. But that's a past. Now I'm feeling like I kinda like Joe. But I don't wanna admit it. He's pretty and what's most important,he understands me. I knocked on the doors of my house.
"Who is it?" I heard my dad's voice. He always had the same question when someone is ringing or knocking.
"It's me,Jade..." I said. Then he opened the doors.
"Oh,it's you." He said "How was your sleepover?" My sleepover? What the fuck? I have no idea what is he talking about... Madison told him that to cover me I guess.
"Sleepover,right. It was great,as always." I said trying to fake my smile. I was such a bad liar.
"Great,did you eat something?" He asked giving me a piece of chocolate.
"Yeah..." I answered and went to my room. I couldn't wait to wear clean clothes. I took a shower and wash my hair. After that I applied some makeup and I decided to go to Joe's house. I really have to speak with him.
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