Starting Over

Day 15 in New York

I haven't talked to Michael since I forgave him. I just wanted to enjoy my trip and forget about him.
Orchestra has been going great. I'm third chair in the french horn section and I am learning so much. I love it here. If I had a choice I would never leave here. I've also met so many new people. I recently met this one guy named Danny and he's really sweet. He offered to take me and Emma and some other girl out for dinner which was sweet of him.
It's almost time for Michael to come visit. I don't know if I even want him too. But as of right now, he's supposed to be flying in soon for our 4 year anniversary. I should probably call him but I don't wanna bother him. He has colege registration to deal with so I'll just leave him to it.
Danny invited Emma and I out to dinner again. I decided to head by up to my dorm and change because I was wearing one of Michael shirts and some leggings. I changed into some skinny jeans and a flowy tank top and headed downstairs to meet up with Danny and Emma.
We went out to this fnacy restaurant. I felt a little under-dressed there. Everyone was wearing fancy dresses or suits. The food was really good though so I didn't really mind how dressed up I was.
Danny ended up paying for all of us and Emma and I told him we would pay him back. He said we didn't have to but we wanted to because dinner cost a pretty penny.
Later that night, Emma and I gathered up the money and walked to Dannys' dorm.
"Come on in." He says moving out of the door way to let us in. I look at Emma wondering of she was going to walk in or not.
"No that's fine Danny. We need to get back to our rooms. Marissa has classes in the morning and so do I." She says slowing back away. I start to follow her. Danny grabs her arm and starts to pull her.
"Are you sure? Not even for a little?" He sounds different. He doesn't sound like he did earlier. He sounded drunk.
"I'm positive." Emma says pulling her arm away. Danny then grabs on to me. I can smell the alcohol in his breath.
"What about you? Are you will to ditch your class in the morning and have a few drinks with me?" He asks still holding onto my arm. At this time a teacher walks down the hallway and sees what's happening.
"What is going on here? Is everyone okay?" The teacher says. He sounded very exhausted like he just woke up.
"Yeah everything's fine." Emma says in a panicky voice. I get his arm off of me and grab on to Emmas' and we run down the hallway and back into our dorms. When I finally close the door, I look at my arm. There is a handprint on my arm. It's probably going to bruise. I didn't realize how hard he was holding on until now. I take off my clothes and get in the shower. When I take my pants off, the money I was supposed to give Danny fell out of the pocket. I'm definitely not giving this to him now. He's probably just going to use it to buy more alcohol.
After my shower, I braided my hair so I wouldn't have to do much with it in the morning. The last thing I remember is getting a text from Danny...
You're gonna wish you came in the room...