Feelings

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Both POVs

Dean and Cas ran the hell out of Cas's house , they both burst out laughing.

"Did she really just say that she would suck--", Cas said laughing uncontrollably, not being able to finish his sentence .

"I think she did ", said Dean grinning , which made his green eyes sparkle even more.

Cas was all tired out from laughing and said," Do you want to sit but the back or porch ? It's off limits to the party , so it can just leave us to talk for a little bit".

Dean smirked at Cas and Cas blushed.

"What the hell is going on with me", Cas thought.

As they walked to the porch Dean noticed the bruises on Cas's face from Uriel. He saw where they had kicked him in the eye. The swelling went down and the only thing he saw is the purple around the eye .

"Does your eye still hurt?"asked Dean with concern.

"It's fine , I'll get over it", said Cas .

" So what do you want to talk about", asked Cas changing the subject.

"I don't know , what about your brothers?", asked Dean.

"Oh ,Luci and Gabe. Well luci is in college and he's currently seeing this guy named Michael. Gabe is just a softmore and likes to pull pranks and he loves candy. I always tell him one day all his teeth will fall out but that boy had never had a cavity in his life. It's really weird if you ask me, what about you? Do you have any brothers or sisters?"

" Yeah I have a brother , his name is Sam and he's a freshman. He's really quiet and nerdy. ", said Dean with a smile.

Cas liked the way Dean looked when he talked about his family.

Cas and Dean talked for an hour ,about every subject on everything . Cas felt like he knew Dean his whole life and not just almost a week.

It was then, Dean had brought up Meg.

"So what was Meg's deal back there? She looked like she wanted to bite my fucking head off", said Dean.

"Well she's my ex-girlfriend. We are an on and off relationship and to be honest I've lost feelings for her a long time a ago. I've never really liked her", said Cas .

Dean nodded with understanding.

"Well at least not how I like yo-", said Cas , cutting himself off.

Did he just admit that he liked Dean ? Cas never really talked about feelings or how he felt about them like this before .,He only cared about the physical . But with Dean he felt he can say or do anything without Dean judging him. He cared about feelings with Dean simply because he loved how he felt . Kind of like he was finally being heard and Dean was here to listen. But he didn't know if Dean felt the same way or not.

"Dammit Cas why do you have to ruin everything", thought Cas.

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Dean was looking into Cas's blue eyes and it was beautiful. He felt like he was in his happy place when he looked into them. Dean looked at his eyes ,then his lips , and then his eyes again. Then he saw Cas started to blush because right before that Cas admitted that he liked Dean .

That was it , that was the moment . And Dean didn't care if he only had known this boy for maybe a week , and he still he wouldn't care if they've known each other for a year . He just did what he felt was right and what was right is having Cas , right here and right now.

Slowly he leaned in and his lips met Cas's for the first time.

At first it was a sweet and innocent kiss, but then Cas's experienced mouth took over and it became the battle of the tongues. Cas's tongue forced its way , trying to explore Dean's mouth.

Cas was used to being the dominant one and Dean had only been with one guy before so he didn't know what to expect. The kiss was giving Cas energy like no other , making Cas feel so .

Dean felt all sorts of new feelings from the way Cas moved his tongue around Dean's mouth. Cas pulled back a little biting on Dean's perfect pink soft lips andDean let out a small moan . The moan drove Cas crazy and he wanted to make Dean moan even louder than before , but Dean pulled away. He needed a breath.

He looked at Cas and then smiled and said breathlessly ," I like you too".

Cas felt his heart skip a beat when Dean said that . He had never felt this way before after a kiss. He never felt this way about anyone. It was quite scary, What what Dean different than the rest of his late night hook-ups? Or what made Dean different from everybody in general? He only knew Dean for about a week and already he wanted to make him his and only his.

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They started to cuddle up close to each other , well Dean was nuzzling up against Cas
while Cas sat there awkwardly not really knowing what to do with himself . He draped an arm onto Dean hoping that was right. When Dean started to cuddle up against it he blushed, getting a warm feeling in his chest .

Meanwhile ,Dean was starting to get cold and Cas felt him shuddered. Cas was wearing a black jacket and thought how cold Dean must be because he didn't have one on.

He took his jacket off and wrapped it around Dean ,pulling Dean close. He couldn't take how adorable he looked so he ended kissing the tip of Dean's nose.

Dean blushed and Cas then kissed Dean's lips , just longing to feel his lips again.

After a few minutes, Dean pulled away again and said "Uhhh I have a curfew ... What time is it"?

"Oh it's 10:30, when do you have to be home?", asked Cas , checking his phone . Cas wished Dean can stay longer , talk to him longer, kiss him longer, do everything longer. He wished Dean and him can stay in this moment forever.

"Sometimes wish I can stop time ", thought Cas.

"Oh it's all good , I have to go at 12", said Dean , breaking Cas's thought.

Dean was about to say something but then he was cut off  a siren of a cop car.

So ... So far no one reading this so please comment if you want me to continue:)

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