Ruby liquid hits the floor,
I just stand and stare,
No tears in my eyes,
Just pain in my heart.
I no longer feel the pain on my wrists,
Everything is numb.
I laugh as I stare,
Why doesn't it hurt?
I long for pain,
But all I get is humor.
It makes no sense,
and I just curl up on the floor,
the streams flowing everywhere,
I no longer care.
Not if I live,
Nor if I die,
I just wish my body would decide,
Nothing feels right.
The word I had carved
Stands out strongly,
Even through my diamonds,
I can see Love.
But all I feel is hate,
And the word just doesn't make sense,
I grab the blade and cross it out.
And I only wished.
I wished someone else
Had written Love on my arms.
