Fabulous Stories

Wingless and Beautiful

jerileekaye

To this author that made me believe that love exists in this world. To this author who created such a powerful story that blew me away. To this author that puts such wonderful thoughts into the most exquisite words. To this author for making me want to feel the pain that this beautiful love brings. To this author for making me feel not scared anymore.

Guys, no matter how much I saw that I'm a huge sucker for romance and love, I'm also someone who is deeply afraid of it. I would never confess this to anyone except my close friends, but I guess I NEED to share this fear to prove a point. Love is something that has always made feel afraid... the heartbreak that comes with it. I've been close to love but I don't think it really was.  This love that I'm talking about was never romantically but in a sisterly way. I had a friend who was so close to me and its weird how in such a short period of time I became so attached. Everyone around us thought we had feelings for each other romantically, but we didn't. He told me one day that he was going to move in the summer time and at the time I didn't think much of it. When the last day of school came, right after lunch, my heart started beating really fast and I didn't know what was wrong with me. I showed my teacher and she said to calm down and just sit. When my friend came into the room, it suddenly hit me why I was feeling so anxious. I started crying a lot. Believe it or not that day was the first time I hugged him. I hugged him so many times that day and kept telling him not to leave. Three days after I got a message from him saying that he still is moving but he would still be at the school next year. I became very happy. The next year though, wasn't the same. He seemed like as if he wanted to stay with the popular crowd instead of me. He ignored me in the hallways and eventually that led into a fight.  To this day I thought if someone who I loved like a brother can do something like that and cause me so much pain, then what would happen if someone who I actually loved romantically gave me pain like that?

This story made me want to live that pain. I want to feel something as precious as that. I don't know if I ever will but its something that I pray will happen.  I've read the other story that this author has written, "Intertwined", and that itself is also amazing! Please do check it out , and honestly you will shed some tears, but will also smile and want the same thing if you don't. Thank you to this amazing author!

Here's a little snap guys...