The Sunshine Boy. (A JohnnyBoy Fanfic)

yeux d'ange

"What the hell just happened?" Darry asked walking towards where Johnny and I stood in the middle of the living room. "It's a long story, Dar." I told him smiling weakly at my brother. "I've got time, Ponyboy. Tell me what that was about." Darry said sitting on the couch inviting Johnny and I to join him. We stood and sat next to Darry. "Okay. So, um, how do I say this? I um, i'm gay." I said hoping Darry would understand and accept me. "Yes! Ha, Two-Bit owes me 10 bucks!" Darry exclaimed standing from his seat, obviously excited. Did he really make a bet with Two-Bit over my sexuality? "Oh, sorry. Go on." Darry said sitting back down. "And me and Johnny..." I began. "You're together? Damn, he owns me $20!" Darry said again excitedly. "And what about Johnny's dad? What was that about?" He asks looking between me and Johnny. "Well, my dad, he came into the house early this morning when we were all sleeping and I guess he waited for us to wake up. When I went into the living room, I was gonna make breakfast for everyone, he was just sitting on the couch looking angry. He made me so scared. Then, he told me he was gonna take me from Pony and all of you. That's when you walked in, Darry. And a few minutes later Pony came out." Johnny spoke looking teary eyed. "He, he said that no one ever loved me. Not Pony, not anyone." That's when Johnny broke down. He was a sobbing mess. I put my arm over him and rubbed his back. "Sh, sh. Johnnycakes, your dad can't hurt you anymore. You're safe. I love you. I always will. I'm sure Darry loves you, too. We all do. You are loved more than you can even imagine, sunshine." I softly spoke in his ear. He laid his head on my chest and used my shirt to dry his eyes. I ran my fingers through his hair. "Johnny, we all love you. We, you're so strong. Don't you ever think we don't love you. If I could, I would make that son of a bitch who made you feel like this, feel all the pain he causes on you. But, Johnny, I can't. I swear, if you ever feel like you're not loved, I would be more than happy to tell you a million great things about yourself, the things that make you the lovely person you are." Darry said looking at the crying boy in my arms. "Thank you guys. That really means a lot." Johnny said leaning on me. I looked at my brother and mentally thanked him. He seemed to understand what I was doing and mouthed back, "You're welcome, bud." And he said out loud, "Pony, why don't you take Johnny back to your room." So, I did. I took Johnny bridal style to my room.

"You really are precious, Sunshine boy." I whispered to no one is particular. I swept a stand of hair from my slumbering prince's eyes. He laid so peacefully and perfectly with his head in my lap. "You are my sunshine. My only sunshine. You make me happy, when skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, how much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away." I sang softly into his ear. "The other night, dear. As I lay sleeping, I dreamt I held you in my arms. When I awoke dear, I was mistaken. So, I held my head and cried." I continued. "I'll always love you and make you happy. If you will only say the same. And if you leave me and love another. You will regret it all some day." I spoke. "You told me once dear, you really loved me. And no one else could come between. And you'd never leave me to love another. Please, don't shatter all my dreams." I finished. His eyes finally opened after what felt like an entire year. "That was beautiful." He said looking up at me. "Not as beautiful as you." I said smiling at the blushing boy. "Knock, knock." I heard someone say from outside the door. Only one person I knew announced their actions before doing them, it was Soda. "Come in, Soda." I said sighing because I was having fun being alone with Johnny. He opened the door and stepped in. "Sorry, just wanted to make sure you guys were doing age appropriate things." I rolled my eyes at him. Darry probably sent him, because otherwise he wouldn't care. "We're fine. Darry hasn't gone and told everyone has he?" I asked my brother who sat on the edge of the bed. "About you and Johnny? Nah, but I think people are getting suspicious with you two being locked up in this room for nearly 4 hours." Soda said looking at the clock that sat on the wall. "We'll be out in a minute, just wait for sleeping beauty to get up." I said looking at Johnny who stayed on my lap. "I'm up, I'm just not ready to leave this comfortable oasis, Pony. You're so warm!" Johnny said. "Get up! Darry's been waiting on you people for dinner. I'm damn hungry." Soda said rolling his eyes at Johnny being lazy. "Fine." Johnny said sitting up. "Thank you." Soda said leaving. Johnny looked at me and smirked. "After dinner, can we have fun?" He asked. I bit my lip. "What kind of fun, Johnnycakes?" I asked moving to straddle him, which was easy seeing as he was already laying down, because he was going to attempt to go back to sleep. "The dirty kind. The kind i'm good at." Johnny said seductively. He was good at the dirty kind of fun. Even though we had never really done anything aside from making out and teasing, I knew he was sexy as all hell when it came to dirty stuff. "Ponyboy! Stop fucking and come in here for dinner!" Two-Bit yelled from the living room. I could practically hear Darry slapping him in the side of the head. Two-Bit only meant it sarcastically since he didn't know about Johnny and I. "Later." Johnny whispered. I hopped off of him and straightened out my shirt. He did the same and we both walked out the room. At first, I reached to hold his hand, but then I realized there were people who didn't know and they would probably flip their shit. It was different when I could make up some lame excuse like I was scared, but we were in my house so we couldn't really say I was scared. "Hey everyone!" I said walking in, Johnny trailing behind me. "Hi guys!" Johnny said smiling at everyone. The table was full. With Darry, Two-Bit, and Dally sitting on one side and Steve and Soda sitting on the other. We would probably have to sit away from each other, since the table only sat 6. "Oh, Pony. Looks like we'll have to sit all alone in the living room." Johnny said smiling acting disappointed that there was no room. "Or one of you could sit over here and the other could....oh! Yeah, I guess you do." Steve said winking,probably thinking about how we were together now. "Well, you two kids don't make a mess in my living room! But, if you need to clean up anything, there are fresh towels in the bathroom, try not to use the good ones." Darry said. He's such a great brother. How many brothers would do that for ya? Johnny and I quickly got a plate and distributed the food and left the dining room and entered the living room, taking a seat on the couch. "Oh no. How tragic that we've been left alone together once again." Johnny said sitting as close to me as possible. "It really is tragic, my dear Johnnyboy." I said smiling placing my arm around his waist pulling him impossibly closer. He took this advantage to straddle me. "Hey, Johnnyboy, I like that. It's like our two names put together." He said close to my ear. "Oh, yeah." I said smiling at the new name, Johnnyboy. "You know what else of ours we should put together?" He said seductively into my ear. He nibbled on it slightly. If he only said one thing truthfully it would be that he was good at dirty stuff. I let out a moan. Then, we engaged in a passionate kiss. I moved my hands to his hips and lowered one to his butt. "Oh so risky. Doing it in your living room, when any one of them could come out. I love it." He said smirking. He moved his kiss to my neck, licking, sucking, and biting. That would surely leave another mark. "Johnny." I moaned out of breath. I could already feel myself becoming hard. "What is it you want, yeux d'ange?" Johnny asked me. Was he speaking French? "I want you." I said moaning. "What the HELL ARE YOU DOING?" A voice asked. I turned around and saw it was Dally. "We were just..." I began nervously. Johnny got off of me quickly and handed me a pillow to cover up my erection. "No! I don't even wanna know what you were doing!" Dally said and began to cry. He ran out of the front door and slammed it behind him. "Shit. Is he okay?" I asked Johnny. He looked confused and flustered. "I dunno, Pony. I've never seem him cry before." He said. Never seen him cry? Gee, he must me awfully tuff if he's never cried in front of Johnny before. "What'd you guys do to Dally?" Darry asks entering at the sound of the door slamming. He was soon followed by Soda, Steve, and Two-Bit. "Nothing. He just kinda ran out." I said. "Well, you must've done something, because I know damn well that Dallas Winston does not cry." He continued. "Tell us exactly what happened." He commanded. "Well, me and Johnny were, ya know, making out and stuff when Dally came in and.." I was interrupted by Two-Bit. "Woah!You were making out with Johnny when he came in? He saw you guys doing it?" He asked. Johnny and I nodded. "Shit. I gotta go find him. I'll catch you guys up later. I'll be back." We were all confused but Two-Bit proceeded to leave anyway. This is going to be a long night.