The war was to much to handle at times. After father left I was put in charge around the farm. It wasn't easy. School wasn't that fun either, people could be jerks at times, but that's just life. My day today was different though. I met this guy who just took all the stress away...he made me feel safe...but I have learned that things don't last...after a few weeks of talking he had told me many things, his father was killed in the war, I felt bad for him. A few more weeks passed and by now we were dating...after 5 months I found a letter titled to me and my mom, my father had sent it dating he wasn't coming home for a while. Oh well, that's life.... Today the guy I'm with hit me for not kissing him, I was in the wrong I should've kissed him...
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It's now Friday and Derek (the guy I'm with) kept trying to kiss me, I don't want to be rude but I don't want to kiss. Father was supposed to be home today but the time was to be extended for another year. I miss father...
Today it's Monday, I'm sorry I don't fill in Saturday or Sunday...some stuff happened and me and Derek got in a fight...he hit me with a book...b-but that's normal right? I've never had a boyfriend so I wouldn't know.
Tuesday
For some reason I felt like changing up the style of how I do my entries. Well today in gym, me and my friend played truth or dare. I picked dare and she dared me to kiss her. I did of course I'm not chicken, but it was still weird.
Wednesday
So...today Um...Derek shoved me against the wall and forcefully kissed me, why would he do that...after he did it he hit me for resisting it at first...
Thursday
Today my friend Belle gave me a flower crown. Derek said it made me look adorable. I kissed his cheek once he said it and he turned as red as a tomato. He's so cute!
Friday
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Today Um...
...s-some guy a-at the football game..he grabbed my ass...it was so weird...I told Derek and he slapped me to the ground and started to kick me for letting it happen...
I should've been obedient...
Ok so this story is just something I whipped up off of some personal events that have happened to me, my dad wasn't in the war. But I have had an abusive Ex and his name is not Derek. It's just a code name me and my friend gave him.
Should I continue this?
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The War
RandomI've had this war win myself for Years now...I need to say what happened but I'm not going to straight out say it. ....Here is my war with an old abusive relationship....with myself, with my dreams...here's my war.
