Its been a while since I've woken up, my head is spinning. What happened. My head hurts, I miss my father, I miss Derrick, why do I miss him...
Diary Entry:
Monday
Derrick saw my diary and read all of it, at least he didnt mind it. He just said to make sure no one ready it, finally he said my original entries seem immature. So I'm changing them.
Wednesday
School has me busy and so does cleaning, so I'll be doing these whenever I feel like it. Today has been rough, yet another fight broke out, maybe it'll get better. Derrick still gets angry with me but I dont mind, he kept grabbing me inappropriately today and I didnt like that. Maybe I should tell someone?
Thursday
Today Derrick did something I dont really want to talk about, but I didnt like it. To be honest I didnt even know what it was, he laughed at me for not know, but why should I, I'm a kid.. well actually I'm a pre-teen, I consider myself a teen. Nobody knows about Derrick, they cant. Hes older than me.
Sunday
I think Derrick is happy with me, I googled some stuff to learn, I didnt exactly understand it, but he seemed impressed.
Monday
Derrick hit me, he said I messed something up. I don't mind anymore, I deserved it.
Tuesday
I'm nervous, Derrick is very very mad at me. I dont know what I did, what did I do...
Thursday
I couldnt write the other day! I couldnt see out of my eye, oops. I made Derrick mad, it didnt bug me though. I looked like a pirate.
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The War
RandomI've had this war win myself for Years now...I need to say what happened but I'm not going to straight out say it. ....Here is my war with an old abusive relationship....with myself, with my dreams...here's my war.
