Hey guys, figured I'd give you all a story. Well those are actual diary entries from my old diary. I was never brave enough to talk about any of this, not even now many know about it. But I feel more brave. He isnt around anymore. This story doesnt end with me standing up for myself, doesnt end with him getting in trouble. In fact he is in a relationship now, he is a better person now.
My ex was abusive, and pedophilic. He was a good bit older than me, and I truly was far too young to know anything that happened. I truly didnt understand abuse, my mom was abused and honestly because of that i thought that was a normal relationship. But I will say I'm in a far different relationship now. I've had some bad cards in life, and maybe later on I'll share those too. But right now, I cant.
I thought hopefully this short, very short story would shed some light for some people. But who knows. I'm gonna keep adding to this.
You may wonder how we ended, he actually broke up with me, and I was distraughtttt. Like actually I was sooooo upset, I blamed myself and only myself.
He told me I was immature and used up, that I wasnt enough for him. He later affected my love life, well not him actually, but the long lasting devastation he caused. No he never had sex with me, and no I never told anyone what went on, not even friends. I handled it by myself, which i dont reccomend. Not all stories end with a win. I dont mind though. I'm happy. My next story will be in a different diary actually. So get ready.
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The War
RandomI've had this war win myself for Years now...I need to say what happened but I'm not going to straight out say it. ....Here is my war with an old abusive relationship....with myself, with my dreams...here's my war.
