Imagines ➵ Fifth Harmony/You

normani #3

Y/N: hey Mani

Y/N: so it's been six years and who knew it'd still be this hard

Y/N: I really thought that the pain would have eased by now but it hasn't

Y/N: i miss you so much

Y/N: some days I still can't believe that you're gone

Y/N: some days I wake up expecting to wake up to your beautiful face and smile. Then I remember and I'm instantly in tears

Y/N: some days I just want to spend the whole day in bed but I have to be strong. For you and for our children

Y/N: Elijah and Ava are growing up so much. Elijah is now 10 and Ava just turned 8. It's crazy how much Ava looks like you. Seeing her is hard but I can see you in her and it's helped me so much over these years

Y/N: Elijah has brought you up a few times, asking where you are and when you'll be home so you can have dance sessions. I tried to get him to dance over these years but he won't dance without you

Y/N: he misses his dance buddy and his mama. They both miss you. Even if Ava didn't get to spend much time with you I know she still misses you just as much

Y/N: it's so hard watching them grow up and knowing you can't physically be here to watch them grow. But I know that you're watching down on us

Y/N: we were supposed to do the entire parent thing together and when I found out I honestly didn't think that I'd be able to go on alone. Sometimes I still think that but I'm trying my best

Y/N: I know that you'd be just as proud of our kids as what I am

Y/N: but I hope that you'd be proud of me

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Okay so I know the phone number would've been suspended or whatever they do but like just pretend that the messages ARE failing to send but you are writing it because it helps and all that

Hope you like the update and thank you for reading it :)

Love yous and stay strong

-brooke