Imagines ➵ Fifth Harmony/You

imagine- d i n a h

"I'm sorry Y/N but I think we should take a break," Dinah spoke up.

We'd been arguing non stop over facetime about the stupid little things. I get now it was my fault. My selfishness. My clinginess that lead to this point.

"A, a break?" I spoke off guard at what Dinah had suggested.

"I just think it's for the best," I stayed silent as I heard Dinah sigh, "All our conversations seem to lead to arguments we just need some time for ourselves,"

"How long?" My voice was barely above a whisper.

"Let's say a month, we'll talk about us and where we stand when I'm on break then, okay?"

"Okay," I couldn't do anything else but agree I didn't feel like arguing with her anymore.

"I'm sorry," Dinah whispered before she hung up.

There were no 'I love you's' or anything. I hadn't cried any harder than I did that night. The next morning was the worst feeling. No good morning messages like I was used to. I had to remember that I couldn't just text her.

Having no communication with the one that means the most to you isn't the best.

But little did I know that the break lead to a break up when she came and visited while she was on break.

It'd been a year and a half since Dinah broke up with me and it didn't get any easier for about 6 months. I was so broken I didn't think I'd be able to piece myself back together. If it wasn't for Lauren I don't think I would have gotten to the point I am at now.

I haven't gotten over Dinah and I doubt I ever fully will but I guess you can never properly get over the one you love. The hardest thing getting over Dinah was when a month I found out Dinah had a girlfriend, but I didn't find out from Dinah I had to find out from Lauren.

Dinah: Hey Y/N! Just checking if you're still up to facetime in an hour!

Y/N: Yeah of course, can't wait

Dinah: I know, it's been forever since we've done this but I'm so glad we're doing this again

Y/N: Yeah me too it'll be great to see you again

Dinah: You know I'm really glad we decided to be friends again

Dinah: Believe it or not but I still care for you and need you in my life and as friends seem better

Dinah and I were really close friends, that's how most couples start out. We called each other so many pet names until we both eventually confessed how we felt to each other and we became more than friends.

Y/N: I really hope so too

I'd like to believe we could ever be how we were again but I highly doubt it. She's too scared or afraid to call me any pet names like we used to as friends in case she gives me the wrong impression and if. Even after the many times I've told her that I'm over her and I never think of her like that. I even have a girlfriend and she still walks on eggshells around me, even if she says she doesn't I still know she does.

We both believe that we're still fine but we both know that we aren't. We both have some doubt in the back of our minds that we'll never be the same.

Nothings ever the same after a one sided break up.

I'll never be important as a close or best friend even if she says she does.

I'm sorry Dinah but I think we might need to give up on being friends.

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Alternate version of my other Dinah imagine I posted recently (the one before this one). I actually wrote this one first

Also praying for Nice, France once again. These things happening are quite terrible and always sad to see. Hopefully the world will be a better place somewhere in the future.

Thanks for reading (: