Black Cat in Kansas

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I decided I was going to go back to Kansas. My Dad was ready for me and my little brother to go. He had called my Grandmother and told her that he thought we were ready to go back home. He supposedly wanted me to stay. But once I told him that I didn't want to he started working on my little brother. Like what the hell. I'm that easy to replace. My friends made sure that was obvious I'm easy to replace. My boyfriend broke up with me after I ended almost all of my friendships to make him happy.

I sat in my window and I waited on him to crawl through. He's just a friend but he's the only person who talks to me anymore. I open the rest of the window and sat on the bed playing music and reading. I sit and I talk to him crying. I made a mistake tonight. I hadn't cut in so long but then the urge just became so overwhelming. I showed him my cuts and he lightly traces them with his fingers. "I'm sorry." I whisper. I know he can hear me but not to well.

After about two hours he leaves. I shut the window and fall in bed, yawning. I read until I fall asleep.

No one talks to me anymore. My phones been so far downgraded its a mouse pad now.

"Cat! Will you shut the hell up?" my best friend says. All I did was try to tell her what's going on in my life. I keep ending up in bad situations and it doesn't work out and it hurts. I lose everyone when I try to get out of these bad situations. My boyfriend left me, I hurt myself and other people so he would be happy and he left me.

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