Lost Love

Chapter 4: the secrets out

Chapter 4: The secrets out

 

September 4, 2016 @2:10pm

 A week has gone by and I am recently at Renees in her room with her and Nicole. "So Jassy how have you liked Spokane so far", Rj asked. "Well the first couple days werent as great as I wished them to be but surprisingly I dont hate it".

Well its better than hating it at least, they nodded like they understand what I was saying. "So is there anyone whoms caught your eye."

Nicole asked out of no where. "Well there is someone," I said automatically blushing. At this, their eyes widen and began ambushing me with questions. "Who is it? Is it someone we know?

Does he hang out with the boys? Why didnt you tell us sooner?" they said at the same time.

"I can't tell you, but yes, yes and because we've just recently became friends through Nigel." I said with a frown. "Common please tell us, we wont tell anyome not even Jayd," They say trying to pry me.

After an hour of them prying I finally broke. "Fine its Damion, happy," once again they looked at me wide eyes. They look more shock then I thought they would've been.

"Damion, as Damion Carter! Why?!", Nicole said while Renee furrowed her brows. Trying to think, "When did this happen?",

she asked. "Well I met him my first day in Spokane and I dont know how to explain it. All of sudden he caught my eye, with his looks and personality. It dont matter he's with Roman and plus he wouldn't date me."

after ammiting that, I knew I was lying. Every guy wanted me, but I was too insecure to appriciate it or welcome it. At the same time I dont want to feel like I did.

"Are you blind any guy would be gay if he didnt want you." Nicole yelled, "You know what come with me", she said grabing my arm and yanking towards the door. When I looked back

, I saw Rj shaking her head with a smirk on her face. What is Nicole going to do. First she went down the hall to Roshon room which he wasn't in.

When she noticed he wasn't there she turned around heading downstairs dragging me from behind.  

When we stopped it was in front of a room filled with every game station known to man. Dragging me along she walked up to the guys and Jayd who were in the middle of playing grand theft auto

V. "Nicole stop, your gonna embarrass me". I said I was actually holding my bear at the time if she didnt notice. "Um Nicole why are you dragging

 Jas?" Nigel asked, why oh why do all the guys have to be here and the worst possible thing is Damion was here too. I think I'm going to pass out.

"Well girly here has a crush on someone at school and believes that he would never date her. If you were him would you date her? Thats my question".

All the guys looked at me, but Roshon stood up. "Of course we would, have you seen yourself in the mirror lately your sexy a'fuck. But whos the lucky guy", he asked.

I think all the guys stared at me waiting for the answer and only two of them had smirks on their faces. Isn't it funny how a small thing could bring back such a big memory.

Flashback

My one friend named Marrissa who was 16 asked me if I wanted to go to a party with her. I was pretty shy but whats a little fun once in a while. Since clearly im doing everything I