Lost Love

Chapter 5:Its me or him

 Chapter 5: Its me or him

@Renee&Roshons house @7:30pm

"Nigel I dont feel well, can you take me home." I asked him, "Jaz we just got here. Common you don't want to leave Rj and Ray hanging." he says, "Please Nig", I begged. "Fine but after a game of truth or dare." He told me, not ask but told. I sighed, "I guess,........." As I saw everyone who was playing head to the dinning room, I saw Alonzo. "But I get to sit on your lap," I told him.

"Yeah, fine, now come on." I grabed his hand and walked to the dining room we were playing in. I think they had like 3 of them. I think there was a total of 24 people playing. Nigel sat in between Travis and Jordan. When I sat in his lap I noticed Alonzo, Jo Jo and Embry were across from me.

I really hope he doesnt recognize me, but Jo Jo she was my girl so I know she would notice me. To avoid being seen I turned toward Nigel and put my head into his chest hiding from everyone. I could hear Sincer and Joshua giving Nigel dap. Um no its not even like that, well it could but its all good. Roshon and Renee started the game. Throughout the whole time we were playing I wasnt called on.

 

 Nig probally told them I didnt feel well. But I did hear Embry's voice when he got chosen. He's a truth kind of person, so I already know he's going to choose truth before it even left his mouth. "Truth", I heard him say. Then I heard "who do you think would make a cute couple in this room". I heard Alonzo say. He always loves being a smart, like pointing out something thats really obvious.

"I'd probally have to say these two in front of me. What are your names again?" And theres Embry Sarcastic tone with a question. Man I know them by heart, please oh please dont remember me. "The names Nigel and this is my girl Jasmarie". Why oh why did he have to say my name. "Hey Alonzo didn't you like a girl named Jasmarie but she ended up dating AJ at the party."

I couldnt hear what they said but i heard me and AJ name. "Dont remind me". I take a peak at Alonzo, hes grown a little more peach fuzz and it looks cute. "Hmm Okay Nigel Truth or Dare", I wish I knew what he would chose. "Dare" I see he's not afraid. "alright I Dare you to eat something as slowly and seductively as you can." Jo Jo said cutting Embry off the dare. "Alright Jaz get up so I can get something to eat for the dare",

 which I did but still facing the other way. "So while hes doing that Jasmarie truth or dare", either way there going to find out who I am so, "Truth". I said, please oh please, not be the question I know shes going to ask. "Who was your first love". I know what answer they're waiting for but I dont give it to them. "I've never been in love before so I wouldn't have a first one therefore no one." I said with my back still facing them. I already know Alonzo smirking at me.

 "Jazzy I was your best friend and you cant even look at me, anymore. Plus I bet you hurt Alonzo and Ajs feelings when you up and left without telling anyone. How would you feel if the guy you were sitting with up and left and never returned hmm. I now know I didnt mean a thing." Jo Jo said before getting and running out the door.

I know what shes doing, she has a heart made of ice. That would never get to her, but  her purpose was to make me look guilty and like the bad guy. So I turned around and faced Alonzo noticing that Embry left to " Comfort" Joe. I looked around at everyone, who seemed shock at the most and confused.  Then I noticed Nigel coming in the room, looking from me and Alonzo. I couldnt take anymore, I just couldnt. So I did the thing im best at I ran from the scene.

After I was a ways from the room. I walked toward the stairs, walking up them knowing he will follow. I walked into the room and sat on the bed. I closed my eyes remembering everything that I dont what to. I heard him come in and close the door. I know hes walking towards me, but I stoped him. "Where is he? Is he in Spokane." I asked him lifting my eyes to look at him.