Do you ever feel like you've completely ruined something.. But you haven't done anything wrong. Maybe that's my problem... I'm not doing anything. I just fall for someone and they loose interest in me when I don't do something. Then well.... I go down a dark road, I said I'd stop.. I promised my friends and my self I would. But I got scared, sad I needed someway to make myself pay for what I did. I hope that I'll be forgiven. I am such an idiot
