In that moment
The ache fades away
Your head is clear
Finally numb
As watch crimson red
Dripping on to the floor
Finally a sense of relief
And you think
That's all you ever need
Your will is so weak
You give in to the blade
You clean the puddle up
Hide all the traces
You're calm for a while
Welcome by sweet slumber
But the pain comes back
It never truly goes away
You try to fix it again
Another scar on your wrist
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I am not calling anyone weak.
