we might've been meant to be (boy x boy) (being edited/revised)

Young Scholars.

ROBIN ︽⊙＿⊙︽

"If you weren't 90 and still had time to grown up what would you be? "I asked Kristen, he chuckled in my chest and looked up at me.

"I don't know."

"Why not? "

"I just don't...I don't plan- I just live in the moment."

"Oh, so you'd be a house mom? "

"No."

"Why not? "

"Cause I'm a guy, Robin . "

"I'm sure I'ma get you pregnant and we'll name the babies- "

"please don't go on."

"Yes, there's Guadalupe, New Mexican, French Canada, the Spanish inquisition, cinco Congo Cincinnati,  and lastly Carmen Carlos Vasquez and cousin George ."

"What? "

"I should write this down.... "

"No! "

"Shut up Carmen, you know you don't even speak English." He mumbled something and buried his head  back into my chest.

"Are you okay? "I pulled his body closer.

I felt him shrug, "you don't like going places with food? "

He pushed away from me, crossing his arms and avoiding eye contact, "I hate to."

"That's why you left me? "

He shrugged again.

"Come back here. " I untangle his arms wrapping them back around me and encasing him in mine. He looked up at me confused, not expecting that. 

"I won't make you do something you're so uncomfortable with, Kristen. "

"Really? "

I nod. "Why wouldn't you believe me?"

"I believe you."

"Good, what did you eat today? "

He shrugged.

"You want  soup? "

"No.  I'm not hungry."

"At least have something."

"I don't want anything. "He shied away again.

"Come on, please for me?  You've been doing so well."

"But I don't want to eat."

"Kristen, you need to. I'll stop calling you Carmen for like an hour."

"Its my favorite name in the world."

"I'll tell you a secret if you eat half a bag of chips."

He swallowed and shook his head defiant. "You just said you wouldn't make me do anything I don't want to."

I sigh and bring him to me. "I know, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."

"Can I go? "

"No."

"Can we go? "

"No. Where? "

"Outside. I hate being cooped up."

"Outside where? "

"Somewhere! "

"I'm too beautiful for that today. And its bedtime."

He laughed under his breath ." Did you say it's bedtime?"

"Yea... I see what you mean. Shut up."

"I thought 'bedtime'  was at eleven."

"Its a test tomorrow and we have to wake up early to study."

"Seriously ? Earlier than SIX o'clock? "

"Yes. Take it like a man."

"What test is tomorrow anyway? "

"Math with that hoe and I think science. "

"I don't wanna." 

"I know. Me neither. But guess what? "I kissed under his ear and bite along his jaw. I focused on the feel of his skin and  how easily his breath got   labored and raspy.

"I asked you something."  I smiled in his hair ,pulling away from him .  

"What ,Robin ? "He looked up at me with big eyes. 

"We're gonna do good and have celebratory s-e-x. Right?"

"Yes but I was thinking we could start now."

"Hmm. Like right now? "

He eagerly nodded.

"And then again tomorrow? "

"Uh huh."

"Can you handle that? "

"Yes, Robin."

He was so close ,we were breathing the same breath.

I could just barely make out each prominent line and angle of his calm face.

He unconsciously shifted closer to me, his brown hair tickling my neck and chest.

I reach for my glasses and glance at the time once they're on.

Eleven thirty.

Instead of freaking out like I usually would, I just wrapped my arm around Kristen, bringing our naked bodies closer. 

He made a sound in his sleep ,pressing his nose against me.

"I love you, too."

a/n.

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