I can't do this alone (septiplier fanfic)

Chapter 11

Marks pov
"Y-you don't remember me?" My eyes started to well up, signaling I wanted to cry.
"I'm sorry" he looked saddened, that he couldn't remember the one person he relied on the most. I stood, slumped over, assuming he wanted me to leave. Instead, he slowly got up, but tripped in the process. I caught him, and he hugged me. I was frozen for a second, until I hugged back. I'm not sure how much he remembered. If he remembers anything, but right now he just needed comfort.
He pulled away, looking me in the eyes. "I want to remember, I don't want to forget. Can..can you tell me about you, me...us?" He blushed, I think I was blushing to, so I sat him back down.
"Anything for you" I respond. I think of where to start, and I decide with myself, since I assume he remembers himself.
"Well, my names Mark, and we are both youtubers. I live out in America, all the way out in California with my dog Chica and my friends dog Lego. We've been best friends for a little over 6 years now (I don't know how long they've known each other) and I came to Ireland to visit you for...personal reasons." I scratch the back of my neck not knowing what to say.
" we're best friends?" He says in a questioning voice. I nod my head. I swore I heard him mutter "I was hoping something a little more"
I shake that off.
"What was the personal reason to come here" I freeze at those words. Does he really want to know? I suppose it's for the best, I shouldn't lie about his own life.
"So before I tell you, I just want to let you know it's a little dark" I start out on a shaky breath, and begin.
"About 6 months ago, your girlfriend broke up with you. Her name was Signe, and she cheated with another man named Jessie. After she left, you weren't as upbeat in your videos. This led you to getting hate comments, not just online, but in real life also. Then, you developed depression. It was bad, so bad you started self harming."
I saw Jack look down at his arms, tracing over the raised scars, and looking back up to me.
"Then, month five came and you weren't eating. You stopped making videos and people were worried, I was worried. For weeks at a time, you barely ate and you were very unhealthy. You also said you never slept, that you had insomnia. Your thoughts terrorizing you every night, keeping you awake. You never told me what happened in months 4, 3, and 2, but I experienced 1 with you. I finally had enough. I decided to come down to Ireland to see you and make you feel better. By the time I stepped in your door, I saw a broken man, weak and fragile. I wanted to help and fix you, get you back up on your feet. You always passed out, and you were extremely light. You wouldn't talk to me about anything, and I always would worry."
I could see Jack crying now, him looking at all his imperfections but, oh, how I thought how he was so beautiful and brave and there are no words to describe what I feel for this man!
"Then, came the fight. You wouldn't eat, so I decided to go to the bathroom. You left your razors and blood was everywhere. I didn't know what to feel, and I got angry. I would shout at you, but realize it was bad and comfort you. Then," I had to pause, I was seething, I was about to come to the part where the man attacks Jack.
"A man came to the door while I was away. He beat you, carved "worthless" into your back and left you to die. I rushed you to the hospital, hoping you were fine. The doctors took you away. And I was alone with my thoughts. I was crying for hours, slowly losing faith. That's when the doctor called me. He said the words I never wanted to hear. You wouldn't live through the night. When I walked into the room, you talked about how you were insane and asked me if I thought the words people told you were true. I knew you had imperfections, but they are all beautiful. I had something I wanted to tell you, but I never got to say it. You died in front of me, and I let it all out. " I was shaking now, and Jack was still crying.
  "I thought I lost you, you were gone. I did nothing to stop the man! I wasn't quick enough, and you died! I thought it was over for me, that I would never have the chance to tell you I love you too damn much to let you die!"

Hey guys! Just wanted to get this chapter out because I had an idea. There's also no editing, so sorry for any mispells. Also, do you think I should include Darkiplier in the story? I have a way to change the plot if you do, but if you don't want him in it, it's perfectly fine. I will also be making some more ship books in the near future. I'll be making cecilos and billdip. If you have any ships or movies or whatever you want for a book, I can take ideas. I watch anime a lot, and I can do one shots of wanted. So, until next time!