I can't do this alone (septiplier fanfic)

Chapter 12

Marks pov
  "I love you too damn much to let you die!" Noticing the words that slip out of my mouth, I stop. I look up and stare, to see him crying and staring back. I couldn't handle this anymore, I stood up.
  "I'm sorry Jack, I have to go" I couldn't be in the same room with him, knowing that I just confessed to him and he technically sees me as a stranger! When I checked out of the hospital, I went straight for my car. Realizing I didn't really know anywhere in Ireland, I decided to go to a pub.
Jacks pov
  "Mark don't go!" I tried telling him. I don't want him to be afraid of me, but it was already too late. He left the room, and I was alone again. I started screaming and kicking, I was blinded by anger. I repeatedly bashed my head against the floor, screaming at myself to remember.
  "GOD FOOKIN DAMMIT. Why, WHY? WHY can't I remember anything, I want to remember! Mark *sob* Mark..I need you" I don't know how long I was bashing my head on that floor, but I suppose long enough for doctors to become concerned and rush in. They pulled me and restrained me to the bed, I didn't fight back. Supposedly, my head started bleeding and they'd have to put stitches in it, I didn't care. I didn't care anymore. I think I lost Mark. No, I know I lost Mark, and it's because of me.
I bit the inside of my mouth trying not to scream and soon the metallic taste filled my mouth. I slid on my side, trying to fall asleep after the doctors trying and failing to get me to talk and eat. While almost falling asleep, I noticed a little sliver block on my desk. I sat up and grabbed it, flipping it over. I saw it was a miniature iPod touch, smiling when I turned it on and saw it said my name. I supposed Mark brought it I since he's the only one that has visited. I clicked shuffle since thing thing was literally loaded with songs. A song came on, but not just any song.
  It was people like us. "We come into this world alone. But know that we are not alone. They try and knock us down, but chance is coming. It's our time now" I was tearing up, crying and I don't know why. "Heh, why am I cryin?" I gasped. I realized why I was crying and it just made me cry harder. I was in Marks arms after the bathroom incident. Him coming to my rescue, being the reason I'm alive. When he gave me an iPod to make sure I feel safe when he's not there. I remember

Hey everyone. Thank you all for such kind words in the last chapter, it had made my day. We had our math final today and I genuinely think I did good. I hope this chapter is good because I am writing this in the classroom and the teacher gives 0 fucks right now. I'm just in a good mood and thought I should get a chapter out there! Stay amazing you beautiful people!!