First, I'm German. I'm not very good at speaking or writing english but this story just... tell you my feelings about a special person and I just wanted to share with you... Please don't judge me for my bad english ._.
I'm sure that one day... Karma will fuck you. But it could be possible that you like it. 'Cause Karma is a bitch and you like to get fucked by a bitch. Stupid motherfucking asshole. But you will get what you deserve, believe me... And I hope that your life will be living hell. I wish you the worst things you can imagine. I never hated someone like that before. You're not even human... You have no heart, no love and all you can do is lie. You're a liar! You don't give a single fuck for the feelings of the people around you. You are just looking after yourself, you are the most selfish person that I've ever known. It's disgusting that in your opinion you're just a saint... you do all right and you never make mistakes. What a stupid thought. Really, grow up. Everyone makes mistakes, so do you! I know, that you will never read this. Doesn't really matter. 'Cause you don't listen if anyone wants to help you and speak against you. They are all wrong, that's what you think, isn't it? I know that you will never understand what you did wrong. But there's something I know, too. You will suffer... And I hope you will! You should feel all the pain that you caused to others. And when you suffer, then I can be sure that you have feelings. And maybe - but just maybe - one day you will understand what it means to have a girl, that loves you. What it means, if a girl gives you her heart. And maybe one day you will take the heart and keep it safe, instead of throwing it away. Maybe there will be a girl someday, who doesn't get's a dagger in her back from you. A girl who loves you as much as I did. And a girl that gets all the love you pretended to have for me. And as life plays... She will leave you. That's how it goes. You will be alone, because you lost everyone with your selfish, nasty character. I'm honest: I am full of hate. I know that's not good and I know, that I will be punished for this someday. But let me tell you something: Every punishment and all pain that will come towards me.. It will never be that painful like it was when you treated me like a piece of shit. I mean, look at all the things you said to me.. You called me stupid bitch, told me the world would be better without me, you cheated on me.. And now that is what you have left. All my hate. Is that what you wanted? Is it that?
Whatever. Just remember something: Never tell me that you love me! It was the biggest lie that you've ever told. But I know that I was not the first one, who got this lie from you. Every girl you had. You just told her, that you love her and she's your life. Fuck it! Remember! If you love someone than you CAN NOT let happen something bad to her. You can't just say: "Well, I'm done. I leave you alone." How pathetic are you, that you left a suicidal girl all alone?! Tell me.. What are you? What kind of MONSTER are you..
