My Shadow

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The pain I felt those days,

Is unbearable to stand.

You pulled me out of bed

screaming at the top of your lungs,

This was what I deserved.

I didn't get up like you asked

And now I deserved to be

Dragged down stairs because

I was too drugged by your medications

To actually function.

You scream at me as I scream back.

Begging you to stop pulling me by my hair.

I was terrified of your hollering

Every time you reached for me I flinched.

I can't tolerate your delusions to you

Were right in doing what you were doing.

You have RUINED me. You broke ME!

YOU tore apart a beautiful young woman

Destined for great things.

And what do I have left?

A shadow of who I was meant to be.


**This is a very strong memory pulled up by being triggered. I am sorry for being so harsh. As for the picture I am not suicidal but I hope that it gives a little more power to the pain behind this poem.**

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