Deadbeat Mother

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I never wanted to have this life.

I never wanted to feel so bad.

But you gave me no choice when

You chose to rush rather than wait.

I didn't get a choice. Your choices

Affect me. Still they hurt, twist and

Fester. Like a sore tooth that won't

Let up. I never wanted someone like you

To treat me as such. I don't deserve it.

Frankly you don't deserve me.

A deadbeat mother is all you are.

A forgotten daughter is all I am.

You can't even call me on Christmas

Or my birthday. To celebrate what

SHOULD be the best moment of your life

When you became a mother.

But it does NOT matter anymore.

I am better than you. I won't make the same

mistakes. For all I have is a deadbeat mother

Who wishes for a man more than what she had.

I should just ignore you... Let you leave in a wake trail of

sorrow and pain on the path that you follow.

I want NONE of what you have to offer.

For all you are is a deadbeat mother.    


**This one is an extremely personal poem that is exactly what it means. 

I use poetry to express my emotions and how I feel I have been treated. Poetry has been a 

great therapeutic way  for me to get my feelings out. Especially when that person the poem

 is directed  to does not believe she has done any wrong.**

Comments, questions, and thoughts are always welcome 

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