I never wanted to have this life.
I never wanted to feel so bad.
But you gave me no choice when
You chose to rush rather than wait.
I didn't get a choice. Your choices
Affect me. Still they hurt, twist and
Fester. Like a sore tooth that won't
Let up. I never wanted someone like you
To treat me as such. I don't deserve it.
Frankly you don't deserve me.
A deadbeat mother is all you are.
A forgotten daughter is all I am.
You can't even call me on Christmas
Or my birthday. To celebrate what
SHOULD be the best moment of your life
When you became a mother.
But it does NOT matter anymore.
I am better than you. I won't make the same
mistakes. For all I have is a deadbeat mother
Who wishes for a man more than what she had.
I should just ignore you... Let you leave in a wake trail of
sorrow and pain on the path that you follow.
I want NONE of what you have to offer.
For all you are is a deadbeat mother.
**This one is an extremely personal poem that is exactly what it means.
I use poetry to express my emotions and how I feel I have been treated. Poetry has been a
great therapeutic way for me to get my feelings out. Especially when that person the poem
is directed to does not believe she has done any wrong.**
Comments, questions, and thoughts are always welcome
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On Broken Wings(Complete)
PoetryI truly want to fully publish this set of poetry one day with some minor changes in the order of the poems. I base this book based off of my second poem On Broken Wings. The poems vary from real life drama I choose to share through poetry to basic...