That Secret (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter thirty

"It all started in the car" Louis began.

"I was trying to convince Louis to tell me his job.." I said with a frown.

"When Stacey was in hospital I just wanted her to wake up already so I could tell her but now she is awake I don't have the guts, I don't want her to leave me" Louis said with sad expression that made my heart rip in two.

"And" Niall signalled with his hand for us to carry on.

Louis POV

"On our way home we hardly talked to one another but finally Louis spoke up telling me that he was going to tell me" Stacey trailed of.. "then we crashed" she frowned with a tear forming in her eye.

"What's the problem now" Niall asked.

"There's no trust in our relationship and I'm sick of it!" Stacey looked down playing with her hands.

"You two are perfect for each other, tell each other what you don't already know even say stuff you have already told but just sort yourselves out!" Niall said standing up making his way to the kitchen. He shortly returned with three shot glasses in his hands.

"This is for when you have sorted it out!" Niall smiled.

I got myself up offering my hand to Stacey but she rejected it quickly and made her own way up and to my room. I stayed.

"When did you become so wise Niall" I asked him.

"I don't really know, probley my empty stomach was what made me wise" he grinned. I thanked him and made my way to my bedroom to find Stacey on the end of my bed concentrating on the floor.

"So" I sat down on the bed.

"We've got to sort this" I told her and she breifly nodded.

"Stacey, I'm not going to be the only one who is going to atleast try" I said getting angry.

"Oh and I don't try" she said raising her voice a little.

"I always try my best with you Stacey, I am now because I don't want to loose you but it seems you don't even care to be quite honest" I glared.

"I do want to be with you it's just your making this difficult"

"How am I" I yelled.

"By not telling me anything! I'm sick of it louis! I bet none of your friends even know about us besides Niall! you probley don't even want them to know I exist for all I know" her voice was getting much louder.

"Actually all the people at work know and I've told my family, well those who still keep in contact! but that's it now Stacey how can you think of me that way, yeah I may act all tough but I'm not! inside I'm just a helpless boy who is in love, I have a horrid job and horrid boss! the only thing that makes me happy is you Stacey! I yelled. Her eyes began to water but I was way to fed up.

"Louis I'm sorry okay! you ducking drive me insane! when you say about work it gets me annoyed as I don't even know what your doing or If your getting hurt" she exclaimed.

"That's just it isn't it! Stacey it don't matter about my job, it's you! you probley think I'm with someone else pretending I'm at work, well no way would I do that I've had it done to myself so I don't play that game!" I shouted and watched her face reaction which looked sad, angry and heartbroken all at the same time.

"I'm sorry" was all she said and got up and walked into the living room and took a seat on the couch.

"Niall mate, go in the other room" I asked calmly, he nodded and got up and made his way to his room.

"Right, I'm willing to start again Stacey, only if you will too"

"I want to" she sighed and all her anger has gone and turned calm.

I hope this is going to work, I just want her in my life forever and if this don't work I don't know what I would do, I can't live without her now she's the only good thing I have left and I was not going to loose her because of my stupid fucking job!