That Secret (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter fifty-one

Louis POV

"Babe what happened" I asked my girlfriend.

"I had a flashback.. of the accident" he said in worry.

This is my entire fault, this was my fear if anything like this happened. I remember the doctor telling me that this could happen regularly, he said that it could also cause disterbance in her sleep which I don't think has happened yet. But the flashbacks have, what the hell should I do.

"What was it like" Niall asked interested.

"Just when we crashed, the waking up in hospital. Being told I was in a coma. Lou there then my family" she said quickly picking her fingernails.

"Is it okay if I start the car again" i asked not making eye contact because I was to ashamed of myself.

"Yeah, yeah we need to get to Alisha as soon as possible" she said going wide eyed.

I pushed down the pedal and sped down the abandoned road to get to Stacey's friend in need, by the sounds of things it does sound like she's in a lot of trouble but I'm worrying more about what just happened with stace more. May be mean but this is exactly what the doctor said.

"She just text again, saying hurry please" Stacey said with worry.

"I'm hurrying as much as I can, we've still got a good half an hour of the drive" I said in fear.

"Just step on it" Stacey and Niall said together.

"Okay, okay" I said increasing my speed a lot more but being as careful as possible.

"Lou hurry!" I heard for the fifthteieth time from Stacey and Niall.

"It's been five minuites! I can't fuckig hurry any more! I'm going way to fast! now fucking shut up" I yelled and didn't hear a noise. I looked in the mirror to see Niall sinking down in his seat and when I looked into the passenger seat Stacey was looking out the window. Oh fuck sake.

"I didn't mean it" I sighed.

"Then what did you mean, my bestfriend could be in danger and you go and have a shouting session with me and Niall, Lou you were going slow so how do you expect us to react" Stacey said looking at me.

"Do you want to know why I'm going to slow" I said with abit of anger.

"Why?" they both asked.

"Are you both mindless what happened less than five minuites ago! Stacey you had a flashback, the doctor told me to stop anything I was doing if you had one so I was driving slowly so it wouldn't trigger your flashback worse! plus I don't think 60 miles per hour is slow! I think that's rather fast considering the accident we had a few weeks back and how fast we were going then, we wern't, we were driving slower then I am right now, so I'm sorry for thinking about our safety!" I yelled and sucked in a breath.

"I'm sorry" Stacey said playing with her hands a habit which I've seen a lot.

"Yeah me too" Niall said.

"It's fine" I sighed and went the appropriate speed limit.

"We will be there as soon as possible just give me a chance " I sighed and stopped at a light.

"What speed were we going.. you know in the accident?" Stacey asked with concern.

"Forty miles per hour" I sighed.

"Oh" she frowned and put her hand on my thigh which I quickly replaced by taking my hand in hers and rubbing circles on the top of her hand with my thumb.

"You alright in the back Niall?"i questioned as he looked like he was about to burst into tears.

He didn't say anything he just carried on looking at his phone.

"Ni" I shouted causing him to jump out of his seat.

"What" he said with anger.

"What's the matter" I asked and he handed his phone to Stacey just as we were stopping at another light.

From My Girl<3

I'm ending it. I don't love you anymore, I'm sorry.

I read over it and felt a lot of guilt in my stomach. Poor Niall.