"ohhh hello ? Helga ? Napatawag ka? Sagot ko ng makita ko ang pangalan ng aking besfriend sa cellphone ko.
" are you free this weekend ?" tanong niya.
" why?"
" can you accompany with me ? Please" sagot niya na alam kung nag papuppy eyes na sa kabilang linya kahit hindi ko nakita. (bestfriend ehhh. Hehehe)
" helga, alam mo namang walang magbabantay kay erien, off ng yaya niya tapos wala rin sila mama uuwing probinsya eh. Sorry ."
" hmmmp." sagot niyang alam kung naiinis.
"bakit ? Saan kaba patutungo at kailangan talaga akung sumama,aber?" painis kung sagot rin.
"ehhh kasi...yung pinsan ng boyfriend ko galing states...ehhh darating daw, tapos my welcome party..."
" tapos ? Gustu mu akung isama?" pagputul ko sa nais sana niyang sabihin. Knowing her, duh! Paano at naging bestfriend pa kami.
" ganun na nga...just this one, please?" palambing niyang turan.
" helga, alam mo namang hindi aku pwede ehhh...diba? May anak na aku. Hindi na ako pwedeng gumala."
"ehhh isama nalang kaya natun si erien?"
" Ga! No, hindi pwede ! Alam mo namang sakitin yung anak ko." pagalit kung sabi. Naiinis na ako ! Kung di ko lang talaga kaibigan to ! Nako !!!
" ohhh bes .sorry huwag high blood.nag sasuggest lang naman ehhh."
" sorry, you know how much I love my daughter. And I want to protect her." pakumbaba kung sagot. Dahil alam naman ni Helga ang lahat ng hirap at sakit na pinagdaanan ko noong nabuntis ako at iniwan ng tatay ng anak ko. Na halos magpakamatay ako sa sakit at sama ng loob na kahit hanggang ngayun ay hindi ko pa makakalimutan. At pilit na kinalilimutan. I know it's been five years since he's gone from us. But I can't deny the fact that the feeling was still here.
" Ohhh ! Huyyy! Babae ! Anu't tumahimik ka diyan ? Huh? Naku ! Etu talaga ohhh .ang OA..."
" Ga ! ..." short for Helga , which is nakasanayan ko ng tawag sa kanya. Pero naputol ang nais ko sanang sabihin ng may narinig akung boses at pangalan na binanggit sa kabilang linya.
"( honey, will you please get faster ? Vance, called me that Vander was already on the airport and he can't pick him up. Tayu ang susundo sa kanya.)"
"yes ! Hon, wait lang I will just say bye to Ericka. Ohhh best ! Panu na ? Di ka talaga sasama? "
It took me seconds to answer my best friends question ? I don't know what I feel right now upon hearing his name. I just left with the idea, maybe kapangalan lang niya.
" huyyy ! Babae!" halos lumundag ako sa gulat dahil sa lalim ng aking iniisip.
"bahala ka nga diyan ! At kame ay aalis na. Sige paalam na. I'll call you later. Say hi to my babay Erien please ? "
" owkie Ga. Sige mag ingat kayo" at ibinaba ko na ang telepono.
I can't understand my feelings right now. I'm nervous, afraid that he might took my daughter away from me if he finds it out. But strange because I feel... Excited.
Hell No !!!
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