took a deep breath before i walked in i looked around to see all the people in the crowd. But a certain someone caught my eye; Harry. I've loved harry since we first got put together, nobody knows, just me and my mind goes crazy everyday. To see him go crazy on stage everyday, to want to kiss his lips but i can't, i never will. I sighed out loud and liam looked over at me worriedly i just smiled and nodded and sang along to the song.
Harry came over to me about half way through the concert, when we were singing kiss you. At the very last minute he kissed me on the cheek and left to go on the other side of the stage, my mind went numb and i couldn't think straight for the rest of the concert. He looked over at me again and starred into my eyes and kept them there for almost 10 seconds then looked away quickly.
the concert ended and i ran back to the hotel. I was now sitting in my hotel room looking blankly at a wall, i've been sat like this for almost half and hour all because of him. The door crept open but i didn't bother to check who it was.
"N-niall, are you ok?" a familiar voice swept through the room causing me too loose my breath with harry in front of me, looking like he wanted to cry.
"umm i-i-i-m fine harry, t-thanks" i looked down at my hands.
Harry sat next to me and held my hand. "you don't look ok"
the tears started rushing down my face, harry grabbed me and hugged me tightly. I embraced his hug for so long, i didn't want to let go but i did. Harry looked up into my teary eyes and i did it. I leaned and kissed him, he didn't respond just pulled away. Tears started to form in my eyes and i ran, i ran to one of the boys rooms. "Niall! niall wait!" harry called after me but i went into zayns room and locked the door. "Hey nia- niall! what happened to you!" i ran into zayns arms and sobbed on his shoulder. I explained everything to him, my feelings, the concert, the kiss. Zayn laid me down on his bed and let me sleep in his room.
I only fell asleep at 11:30 so i woke up to the sound of zayn talking to someone.
"no, harry. hes upset you hurt him" it was harry, of course.
"i-i was scared zayn! scared of-"
"just come in, he's asleep"
harry crept in the room and i immediately pretended to be asleep. He came towards me and pressed his lips on my forehead.
"zayn i-i love him. i w-was scared that it was j-just a pity kiss to him." i could tell in harry's voice that he was serious.
"you're telling the wrong person mate" and with that zayn left. Harry stroked my cheek and i went for it, for real. I crashed my lips on harrys and he immediately kissed back. It was a soft passionate kiss, no lust just love. We both pulled back and a smile kept on to both of our faces.
"y-you heard what i said to z-z-ayn?" he was still a bit sniffly from before but i just pulled him into a hug.
"I love you too Harry"
