Jenner Girl (A Zayn Malik and Kendall Jenner fan-fiction)

Part 22

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I had a few days left in Nashville before I had to go home. I hadn't heard from Zayn much but I knew he was crazy busy so I didn't wanna annoy him too much so I sent him a few texts. After an intense week of recording I went back to LA. Kourntey was due her second baby very soon so we were all very excited. She was having a girl. Mason couldn't wait to be a big brother and I was excited to see that.

Only a few days after I got home I was hanging out at home with Kylie and then Kourtney called me. She felt like she was getting ready to go into labour. So Kylie and I drove over. When we got there her water still hadn't broke so we decided to have some dinner. After dessert her water broke. Scott and Kourtney went to Kim's house because it was closer to the hospital. Kylie and I stayed with Mason. My best friend Spencer was going to come over to babysit Mason so Kylie and I could go to the hospital. I put Mason to bed and read him a story and he fell asleep. Then Kylie and I drove over to the hospital. All my family were there. After a couple of hours of labour my beautiful niece Penelope Scotland Disick was born. The next day I spent the morning in the hospital with my family and then I went to work on my album.

Zayn still hadn't called or text me back so I call him again. It rings out. I am so confused. I thought we were getting through everything. But he won't even take my calls. The next few days I spend a lot of time in the studio. But nothing is going well. It's like none of the songs are going the way I want them too.. I think this whole thing with Zayn is putting me off.

After the studio I drive home. I walk into the kitchen and my mom is standing there.

"Where have you been?" My mom asks.

"I've been in the studio. Recording the new album."

"Oh your actually going through with this?" She asks.

"The album?" I ask confused.

"Yeah." She says simply. I am even more confused.

"The first album went really well and so did the tour so of course I'm doing a second album." I answer thinking it was quite obvious.

"Oh. I thought that was something you were doing for fun. I didn't think you were actually going to pursue it. For real.' She laughs. I feel like she is mocking me. I didn't do the first album for fun I did it because I am passionate about it.

"Mom, music is my career now. It's more than a career. I love it. I have finally found something that I'm good at."

"You were good at modelling." Mom says.

"I don't wanna be a model! You wanted me to be one"

"But Kendall your modelling was so amazing. But your music..." She stops mid sentence.

"What? My music is what?" I ask raising my voice. I am getting so angry.

"It's just.." She starts.

"My music isn't good? You don't think I'm any good?" I yell. "I can't believe you! You are my mother. You are supposed to be supportive of my dreams. Not tell me I'm rubbish!"

"I always support you!" She says. "And do not yell at me."

"The only time you support me is when you are gaining from it! When I was a model you were managing me! And what were you getting mom? 20%? Yeah very supportive of you!" I say and grab my purse. "I'm done with this." I say and storm out of the kitchen.

"Kendall where are you going?" She yells after me.

"Anywhere but here." I say and walk out the front door and get into my car. I start to drive around. I don't know where to go.

After nearly 2 hours of just driving I go home. There's no one there. I call my dad and he is at a charity event. He says that Kylie is in a friends house for the night and mom had to fly to New York for a meeting with Kim.

I lay down in my bed it's the first time in a really long time that I have a moment to just lay down in my bed and just relax. I was stressing so much about the new album. It was supposed to finished a week ago. And also everything with my mom. I am so sick of her giving me grief and this fight really was hurtful. I turn on the computer and go onto twitter. I just flick through when something caught my eye. I stop and press on the link. I end up on OK magazines website. It was an article about Zayn........ and his new girlfriend!?!

What? It can't be true. It was only a few weeks ago that we were talking about getting back together! I go onto a few other websites and found similar articles. But I still can't believe it. Not Zayn, maybe they got the boys mixed up. They do that all the time. But then I see it. It is a different article with loads of photos. Photos of Zayn and a beautiful blonde girl. Her name is Perrie. I recognise her. She was the winner of the X Factor UK with her girl group Little Mix. I feel sick. There was pictures of them kissing. Usually I didn't believe stupid online things. But this wasn't a lie it was pictures I could see it with my own eyes. I don't even realise I was crying until I see the tears dripping onto the keyboard. How could this be happening? How could he do this to me? I thought we were going to get back together. He was supposed to text but he never did! Before I know what's happening I am in my bathroom. The rest is a blur. I am sitting on the ground at the end of my bed with the razor in my hand. I am numb. I loved him. I still love him. But he obviously doesn't love me back. I have cut deep this time. I hear my phone ring a few times but I just ignore it. I don't wanna talk to anyone. But then it rings again. This time it is a different ring tone. It is 'Free Fallin' by John Mayer. As soon as I hear it I know who it is. I grab my phone and answer it.

"Hi Love. What's up?" Harry says down the phone.

"Hi." I say quietly.

"Kendall? Ken are you ok?" He asks. I could hear the sudden concern in his voice.

"No." I say and then start to cry.

"Kendall sweetie what happened? Have you hurt yourself?" He ask. I didn't really understand how he knew but for some strange reason he did.

"Yeah." I sigh.

"Ok. It's going to be ok Ken. I'm here." Harry says. Even though he was hundreds and hundreds of miles away I believe him. "Ok Ken stay on the line with me won't you. I'm not going anywhere. I'm here for you." He says. It sounded like he was doing something.

"Thank you Haz. You promise you won't leave me too?" I ask.

"Kendall I would never leave you. You know that." He says. I close my eyes and lay back. Harry starts talking quietly. He's not talking to me though.

"Ken you there?" Harry asks.

"Yeah I'm here." I say quietly.

"I'm going to help you Kenny. I promise." He says and I know he means it. He is so genuine.

He starts to hum a song softly. I lay there for a while I hear someone come in the front door. But I feel so tired and drained so I don't move. Suddenly Sam bursts through my bedroom door.

"Kendall. Oh Ken." He says and walks over to me. He pulls me into a hug and holds me tight. I still hold my phone to my ear.

"Is that Harry?" Sam asks.

"Yeah." I say quietly. He pulls away and puts his hand out for the phone. Sam talks to Harry for a while and then hangs up.

"Come on." Sam says and stands up. He puts his hand out to help me up.

"Where?" I ask as I stand up.

"We think it's time for you to go back to treatment Kendall. Please don't argue.." Sam says.

"Ok" I simply say.