My gift and my curse {BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR fanfic}

my gift

I woke up the next day in my old teenage room nothing changed, the Motley Crue poster hanging next to my bed. The black wood of my door slowly creaks open as my brother andy, yes Andy biersack, walked in "you doing Okay sis?"
"Yeah."
"Ok Ash said if you need anything call him same number as before you moved."
"You mean the man whore who broke my heart when we were 15 and made me attempt suicide. That one?" I say glaring at Andy as he looks down "yeah and he's kinda living here..."
"I can see that he's behind you. Don't even try to talk to me ashley I'm married."
"Obviously not happily cause you're back with me sweetheart he says walking in and sitting next to me pulling me to him by my waist."
Andy just looks down and walks away...something had to happen between him and Ash. "What did you do to my brother." I say looking at him. "Don't worry about that sugar lips he wanted to."
"What happened ashley."
"He got outlawed like you did remember baby it was in this room blaring too fast for love you were so tiny and beautiful I thought I was gonna kill you but you loved it and me."
"Then you broke my heart."
"I'm sorry about that I really am I just didn't want to hurt you more than I did I was the bad boy then and I've calmed down now I promise."
"I'm still married to dhavie."
"I know but he will never find out aren't you pissed at him anyway? I can take some of the tension away baby."
"I'm not in the mood I have a dead baby in my stomach."
"WHAT WHAT HAPPENED."
"I was 2 weeks pregnant and fell on a broken bottle it killed the baby."
"Why's it still in you?"
"They can't take it out or it will hurt me." I explain seeing his eyes fade. "Oh. Well just so you know I'm here for you and if anything happens I want to know ok?"
"Ok and thanks ashy...er I mean Ash sorry."
"Hey no problem I prefer to be called outlaw though." He whispers half growling in my ear making me get a little scared. "A-ash?"
"Yeah sweetie?"
"Maybe we could just try to calm me down a little you always were able to."
Ash smiles "I got just the thing come on." He smiles walking into his room and grabbing a black bag and then walking in the bathroom "I'll go get everything ready you just take a warm bath and I'll come in in about half a hour to come get you ok baby doll?"
"Ok ashy." I say blushing slightly as he kisses my cheek "I still love you baby I know you love dhavie but I'll always be there for you." After he left I slowly got undressed and slipped into the tub slightly moaning as the hot water hit my neck. Exactly 30 minutes later he walks in and says "ok kitten everything's ready." He holds up a towel and as I get out he wraps it around me softly and drying me off. "How was it baby girl?"
"Good ashy." He smiled and sat me on the counter "I promise their clean" He holds up a pair of his boxers and a hoodie. After he got me dressed and dried my hair brushing it for me and pulling it into a loose ponytail he carries me into my room. "We got food movies and drinks." He says laying me on the bed as he puts everything together and lays down with me kissing my cheek "your so beautiful how would anyone hurt you?"